Thoughts

I have a new song
That reminds me of you
It was already one of my favourites
Now I have even more of a reason
Now I have a reason to stay
Sometimes I wonder if you're
Real
Everything is so surreal to me
You're to good to be in my life
This feeling is to good
I don't feel pain anymore
I just just think of you
Your smell still lingers on me
I wonder if you're a hallucination
Or if I'm imagining everything
That happens between us
But you're very real
I hadn't seen you in so long
I hadn't felt like this in so long
Everything feels amazing
I feel like these parts of my lives
Are just dreams
But they can't be
They're much to physical
The last time I saw you we
Were not interested
You acted like that when we saw each other today too
But suddenly everything changed
As I fell into your warm embrace
Your hips leaned into mine
We kissed
Everything went back to how it was
It's everything I wanted
The fear I had is now
Pure
Joy