As I got closer to the park to meet Nami and Robin, my anxiety started to build up inside of me.Maybe this wasn't a good idea at all.
Soon, I got to the park and saw them by the fountain that was in the certain of the park. They noticed me and waved to me, and I waved to them back.
Is it still too late to turn back around?
"Hello (Y/n), how have you've been? Nami told me that you have some stuff to tell, so I hope you don't mind. I know she can be forceful at times." She giggles at the end of her sentence.
"Hey! I'm right here, you know!" Nami glares at her while pouting and crossing her arms.
"Oh, my apologies." Robin simply says.
"Is that supposed to help or something?! Did you forget that I'm standing right next to you?!" She said loudly while releasing her arms and having them down by her side. Robin only chuckles at her and Nami sending mean looks her way, though I don't think she meant them.
I look back and forth at them. It almost seems like they've forgotten about me.
I could sneak away right now. The amount of anxiety I'm having is making me sick, it's the worst anxiety I've ever had in my lifetime so far. I don't like talking about my feelings...
I started to think that this wasn't a good idea and I should head home. I mean, it's a nice thought to think that they would want to help me, but they probably have their own problems to worry about. I sighed and looked at the ground, still wondering what I should do.
Nami seemed to notice me looking somewhat conflicted since I was sighing and no longer looking at them. Without me realizing, she came up beside me and put her arm around mine.
"It's okay, (Y/n)! We are here to help! We're friends, right? That's what we do! We help each other out," she smiled brightly at me. I look over to Robin and she agreed.
Maybe this won't be so bad?
My anxiety started to go down, but, of course, it was still there.
"Let's go!" Nami shouted, raising her other arm into the air and started to walk with me. Though I'm only guessing, she's taking us to her workplace, since it was the only thing I could think of that is in the direction she's taking us.
After an hour or so of talking in the cafe, with our sweets and drinks, Nami and Robin look at each other before looking at me.
"Well," Robin started off.
"How does Law make you feel?" Nami finishes it while taking a sip of her drink.
My hands started playing with the lip of my cup and my eyes looking them.
"Well...he-um, makes me, or at least did, um-safe? I felt safe and protected in his arms when he held me...and his eyes...they held such passion and it felt like he has loved me for a long time..." I smiled at the end, but it vanished when I continued.
"And I don't know why, but when he told me that I felt broken inside..." I sighed again, maybe for the seventh time day.
"Well, it seems to me that you wanted to be his first kiss," Robin concludes, before eating a piece of her cake she ordered. I just stared at her blankly before realising something.
Did I want to be his first kiss? But doesn't that mean-AHHH, LAW WAS MY FIRST KISS!
My blooming is red and my face is in full of shock. My hands that were once playing with my cup now left it and were placed on my cheeks.
HOW COULD I NOT REALISE THIS SOONER?
While I was in my own little world panicking, Nami just laughed at me and Robin just giggled. I look at them and tried to look mad, but I couldn't do that so much because I'm too embarrassed.
"H-h-hey! This I-isn't funny!" I yelled, but not too loudly for us to get kicked out of the cafe.
"Oh? It seems like our little (Y/n) is a bit of a pervert. Thinking of something dirty with Law? Trust me, everyone does, so you have nothing to worry- hey, are you okay?" When Nami said that, my eyes widen and my mouth slightly opened. I tried to speak but only incoherent words came out.
IM PANICKING. IM PANICKING. IM PANICKING.
I slowly shook my head no, to let them know that I wasn't thinking anything pervy. Even when I told them the part where I wanted to sleep in Ace's lap again, they didn't say anything sexual about that.
"I-I-ummm...I-I just realised something...Law..." They both leaned forward a bit and had a concerning look on their faces.
"...he's my first kiss..." I finally said, completely embarrassed. They leaned back and Nami started to fangirl.
"Really?! Wow! You go, girl! It's not every day that one of the hottest guys in school kisses you! Ooo, I can see it! I ship it!" She squeals with excitement, though I couldn't say the same about Robin. She looked a bit more opposed at the idea of it.
"I think you're wrong there, Nami. I think
(Y/n) and Ace would be more suitable for one another." Nami stopped fangirling and looked at Robin like she was crazy."Do you not see the chemistry between them? I think her and Law are much more fitting for each other instead of Ace." She laughs a bit at Robin, trying to keep her composure.
"It's her first kiss, so it's natural for her to feel something. Though considering Law's history, he may not be best for our dear (Y/n)." She frowns at Nami, thinking she's wrong. Not only that, but Robin's trying to show her what is wrong with the connection between me and Law.
"Oh, I see what you mean." Nami finally says, even though she's smiling I don't think it's a good thing.
"And, Robin, my dear, have you also forgotten what Ace has done with other girls too?"
I swear, I can see lightning bolts between the two...And what happened with Ace?
My heart felt like it was going to break when I heard that.
"I haven't forgotten. Though, you may have. If I remember correctly, it has been about two years since Ace went out with another girl while it's been only a few weeks for Law." She retorts.
"You're right, it only has been a few weeks since Law has done something like that. That's new for him. Maybe he's finally realising his feelings for (Y/n)." Nami said while one of her eyebrows is twitching.
"You must have been zoning out when she was talking about Ace and how he made her feel. Ace is the only guy that she has ever kissed, even though it was on the cheek, and has been allowed to hold her, unlike Law, who did it by force."
After saying that, Nami looks like she's about to kill someone. Though Robin doesn't look any better.
Maybe I should change the subject? But what should I say?
"So, Ummm, did I tell you what happened with me and-" I was cut off by them.
"Law?"
"Ace?"
"Umm, I was going to say, Kid, haha." I laugh nervously at the end.
"No. What happened?" They said simultaneously. They looked at each other with glares before looking back at me.
"Well, umm, you see-"
After telling them my encounters with Kid, and his friend, Killer, that one time, they shook their heads.
"I don't approve/ship it," they said at the same time.
Well, at least they agree on something.

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Are you sure It's him? One Piece x Reader
Teen FictionThis is a modern OnePiece fanfiction and it's about the reader's experience at the Grandline High School. She was always so happy and very energetic until the betrayal of her best friend. In the reader's sophomore year, she starts to fall in love w...