A thugs only love

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"okay well im sorry but amari has slipped in to coma"
"well is the baby okay" i said
"yes sir the baby is fine, when she wakes up we'll do another ultra sound and give her the prenatals."
"cool cool , can we see her" draco said
"yes but one at a time"
ty went is first and then draco and they left .
i was just me left so I walked in and i seen her and just lying there not moving i just broke down crying
"baby im sorry man..im sorry , its all my fault that your in here I promise you with everything in me that she came on to me first , i told her to stop but she wouldn't budge, but i know i was wrong for grabbing her butt , i dont even know why i did that she has no ass . im just fucked up man . " I just held her hand and cried

amari pov- last thing I remember was the car flipping over . i know im in the hospital through but i can see nothing i can hear everything but i just cant show it. I heard everything rahshad said but I couldn't show him that i heard him .

*1 month later *
rahshad pov- the last month has been hard , i go and see amari everyday but she hasn't woken up and it's worrying me because the doctors are thinking about taking her off life support and thats just basically pulling the cord .
i took a shower and threw on some joggers and t-shirt. and got in my corvette and went to the hospital.
when i got to the hospital i went to the gift shop and got amari balloons and a bear.
i was walk in her room and sat next to and her started talking because i know she can hear me so i just .
"wassssup shortyy and mini me" I said rubbing her stomach
"ya know baby you've been in here long enough its been a month already man , and the doctors thinking about pulling the plug on you because your not making any type of progress, i cant lose you lul mama because nine times outta ten im gone lose 2 people at once and I would just kill my self right then and there . your the only person i have left except draco and ty . My mama gone , daddy gone , and grandma gone . i cant lose you next na can you just squeeze my hand if you hear me..there was nothing. I just put my head down.

Amari pov- im trying to squeeze his hand but i cant its like my body wont let me . I forgave him already but he doesn't know i did because obviously i cant talk. but anyway im trying to pull through but its like body is just shut off and i cant do nothing about it . I kept trying to squeeze but I couldn't my heartbeat was speeding up and my breathing was picking up and my body started shaking and it felt like i was going to die right then.

rahshad pov- i was holding amari's hand and her I heard her heart machine started beeping faster and faster and then she started breathing heavily and she started shaking i ran out and called the nurse she came rushing in
"she slipping" the nurse said yelling down the hall .
people came rushing in and started hooking her up to different things i just sat there and watched. i had a million things running through my head at once

amari pov- i was slipping...after awhile i just slipped away and everything went dark and quiet. i seen a light and down came my mama.
"hey baby I just want you to know i love you and you have been doing an amazing job raising yourself since i left. i want you to know you have a good man and he's trying to change but you have to give him time and also i want you to take care of that little one inside you okay ? "
"thanks mama , i love and miss you"
"i miss you too but im always watching over you , but its not your time to go yet so enjoy life okay"
before i could say anything she was gone.
rahshad pov- hearing and seeing the heart machine go dead made want to kill everybody in this hospital. the nurses unhooked her from all the machines and told me i had 5 minutes to say what i had to say before they would put her body away.
"baby why you left me ? i know i wasn't the best boyfriend but just know im sorry and im happy you're no longer suffering , i just hate the fact that everyone i grow close to ends up leaving i cant take this shit no more man its was my fault your were even in this hospital and its also my fault your dead" i said crying
i got up and kissed her forehead and was gathering my things to leave
amari pov- i came back through and i heard rahh crying i was trying to move but I couldn't. I heard his footsteps start to fade away and then I finally got it together to call his name.
"rahshad? baby im not gone"
he whipped his head back so quick and ran over to me and started hard down crying in my chest
"its okay toot , dont cry im up now and im good"
he looked up and kissed me
"Im sorry baby , ive been saying it for a whole month please forgive me" he said
"i know rahshad i heard you i heard everyone but I couldn't move , i forgave you a long time ago but you didnt know i said playing in his hair.
"im about to go get the doctor okay"
"alright"
he went out and then a few minutes later he came back with the doctor.
"wow ms. Johnson you gave us a scare there , we thought you were gone, im glad to see your up and doing fine"
"thanks doctore , when can i go ?"
"were going to keep you here over night for observation, if everything goes well you will be out here by tomorrow morning"
"okay coo coo"
"i know your hungry so you want food from the cafeteria or do you want you boyfriend to get you something?"
"uh he can go and get me something"
"alright , ill be back to check in you later"

Yall know I couldn't let amari die . but did i do good?
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