A thugs only love

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*couple weeks later*
Rahshad pov- so me and the guys planned a guys night out . amari didnt like the idea at first because were going to a strip club but she said she changed her mind because she was gone go out with jamani . so its me , jah , and draco going out tonight so i had a hour to get ready so since amari was taking uo the bathroom in our room i went to one of the many guests rooms and took a shower . i got out and put on my red nike shirt , ripped jeans , and my red forces. i put in my chains and my rolex.
i was ready to head out.
amari pov- so i was going out with jamani and rah was going out with draco and jah. i just got out the shower so i put on a navy blue tank top , and some black shorts i topped it off with a large jersey type shirt that said dodgers im navy blue letters. i put on my navy blue and white 12's. i did my eyebrows and eyelashes, i put on my lip gloss and i also put on my mk belt and mk watch and big hoops . i flat iron my hair. i was done and i walked out the bathroom and sat on the bed . then rah walked in.
"damn wtf" he said licking his lips
i blushed
"you look good ma damn"
"thanks . you look good too"
"thanks. but aye i love you . you know that right ?"
"yeah well i hope you love me"
"alright ma im about to head out and you should too"
"truee but please be safe but have fun..but not too much fun"
"same for you too" he giving me a kiss
we both walked out the door and went to our car. i went to the corvette and he went to the lambo . he backed out first then me . i sped all the way to jamani house. i pulled up and she came walking out and she looked good . she had on black crop top and some shorts with the royal 5's and gold accessories.
"damn you look good" i said
"you too"
we blasted music all the way to club dream.
when we got there that shit was deep asf!
they already had twerk music blasting i was ready to have fun because i know when my baby gets here its over with.
*2 hours later*
me and jamani was having a good ass time and i was posting almost everything on my snap. tonight was live asf. everybody was trying to get with mw and jamani but we ignored and continued cutting the fuck up.

rashad pov- we have been at the club for 2 hours and im already high asf and stupid drunk . i was just chillin aint really been talking to nobody just chillin ya know . jah was with some hoe and they was all on snapchat and shit and draco was some where fucking . some stripper came and asked me do i want a lap dance i said nah but she started twerking anyway. she was just throwing ha ass everywhere man . i was just staring i was in a daze i had to touch man . i did and she started getting touchy-feely and shit and one thing led to another and I ended up fucking ha I used a condom but i still pulled out even with the condom cant trust them shits sometimes.

*later that night*
amari pov- i was ready to go home , my back was starting to hurt and i was tired. jamani was high asf but anyway we walked back to the corvette and i took her home and then I went home took a shower and did my other hygiene things and then i put on a big t-shirt and went downstairs to get some strawberries and chocolate.
i went back upstairs and laid in the bed and got on snap and watched people stories and ate the strawberries.
i was just watching random people snap and this girl was with jahh
"aww they would be cute" I said out loud but not talking to anyone.
then i seen rahshad in the background getting twerked on.
I just kept watching the snap over and over . i was at disbelief. i didnt want to believe what i saw . i was in deep thought i didnt know i had tears running down my face .
I just cried myself to sleep.
*3am*
around 3 something this morning i felt the bed sank in and i knew it rah
*next morning*
i was in the kitchen eating peanut butter and pineapples when rah came down.
"hey baby" he said
"hello.."
"whats your plans for today"
"minding my business , probably find a new nigga ya know nothing over the top ya dig?"
" fuck is you talking about"
"nothing but one question"
"what"
"do you love me"
"yeah why"
"i think its best if i go away for awhile, because honestly i dont think your ready to be in a relationship right now"
"man what are you talking about . Is there somebody else"
"I should be asking you that question, how was that lap dance last night?"
"huh"
"your lap dance with that stripper . you dont remember?"
"nah what stripper"
"well let me refresh your mind"
I got my phone and went to the girl snap and showed him
"aww shit . baby i was drunk"
" yeah well guess what . you can get high and pissy drunk but im gone , seems like every situation you were drunk or you were high fuck that"
"so your seriously about to walk away from this relationship just like that and you taking my daughter?"
"im not taking your daughter from you but answer this for me"
"what"
"did you fuck her"
"...yes but-(gco)"
"alright thats all I needed to know i hope you got what you wanted."
I walked upstairs and packed my things and put them in the car and took my promise ring off and handed it to rah
"well i guess this is goodbye for now" i said walking out the door
i went to my old house and unpacked my things and i just sat on the bed and cried . I cried so much i had a headache and I ended up falling asleep.