A thugs only love

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*1 week later*
rahshad pov- i miss amari like crazy. all i did was make a fool out of her and all she did was stick by my side and now ive lost her forever. "i hope you got what you want" kept replying in my mind. I just cry man , thats all i can do .
i was literally losing my mind I would call amari but she will never answer and then over and over again
i hope you got what you wanted
i guess this is goodbye
i hope you got what you wanted
i guess this is goodbye
I put her through some fucking much and then she's pregnant with my daughter.
i dont think im good enough
i don't think I deserve someone like her
i don't think i even deserve to have a daughter.
im just one fucked up person
i just want to die
my heart is broken
now all i can say fuck my life
I guess what they say is true: you never miss someone good until there gone.
i got the gun from of the night stand .
put it to my head
i know im not gone make it to heaven but at least im killing myself to make amari life easier.
goodbye..
draco pov- my boy rage is a fucked up i dont even know that last time he ate . hes losing it and im trying to help. i go to his house everyday at least 2 times , every time i got her looks worser than the first time . the house isn't a mess surprisingly but every time i walk in the house its just dark nothing is playing no music , no tv, no nothing. he stopped going to the trap , he just sits home all day. but i was now pulling in his driveway to bring him some food . I walked in and went upstairs and rage had gun up to his head about to pull the trigger i ran over to him and knocked the gun out his hand
"aye man wtf are doing" i semi yelled
"i don't want to be here anymore, i lost something that made me wake up every morning. i dont have no reason to even wake up anymore" he said crying
I haven't seen my mans like this since he lost his parents
i picked the gun up and walked out the room.
i called amari
amari-hello
me- my mans in here trying to kill him self man
amari- im on the way.
then she hung up i just sat on the couch with my head in my hands .
amari pov- when draco called me i threw on some shoes and left the house.
i sped all the way to rah house
I finally made it and i got out the car and ran in and i seen draco on the couch
"way he at" i yelled
"upstairs.."
I attempted to run up the stairs .
I walked in the room and rah was on balcony . he was just staring but wasn't exactly focusing on anything
I walked up to him and just hugged him he just slightly pushed me off .
he went and sat on the bed and rolled a blunt and got up and went downstairs to the smoke room .
I just went in the living room with draco.
"go home i got em" i said
"alright man , let me know if you need anything"
"alright"
and with that he left
i know it hurt draco when he seen rah about to kill him self because that was a brother to him and theg did everything together so for him to lose him wouldn't be good.

I decided to just leave rah alone for right now and just go cook.
I cooked some pork chops with rice and gravy, and corn.
i made rah a plate and i covered my nose with my shirt and walked in the smoke room and handed the plate to him. he took it and i turned around to walk back out
"amari..im sorry"
"its all good just eat" i said walking out .
i went and fixed my plate and just sat at the island and ate . i finished and i put my plate up and i went upstairs and laid in the bed just rubbed my stomach in little circles. i was thinking about naming her kamiya . i don't about the middle name yet. I eventually ended up falling asleep but was woken up by Rahshad kissing me .
"move toot"
"why"
"i sleepy"
"so"
he continued to kiss me . he slipped his tongue in asking for entrance. i let him in and our tongue fought but his won. his hand slipped down in my pants and in my panties. I started to rub my clit with his fingers while still kissing. i let out a soft moan and he stuck 2 fingers in "ahh daddy" I screamed. he began pumping his fingers in and out faster.
i came all over his finger and his licked them clean. he was about to stick his jr in but the door bell rung.
"man wtf" he yelled
I giggled
we fixed ourselves and went to the door
some girl was standing there. I noticed it was the stripper from that video
"uh can i help you" i said
"yeah i came to tell rage that im pregnant"
"how tf you pregnant" he said
"we fucked a couple weeks ago and you shot inside me"
"nah b wasn't me . i had a condom on and i still pulled out so incidents like this wont happen" rah said
"well im pregnant and its your child" she said
"well come here , lets go take a pregnancy test i have a extra one in the bathroom" i said
"um uh no im good i have to get going" she said
"get your ass in that damn bathroom"
she walked in the bathroom and peed on the stick. now we were just waiting on the results.
*10 minutes later*
the timer went off and the test read not pregnant
"get yo lying ass out my house" i yelled
she got up and ran out
I walked in the living room where rah was and sat on his lap
"so she pregnant?"
"nope"
"thank god"
"you really need to be more careful rah. im serious"
"i know ma"
"alright"