Gay Emo Bible

9

(A/N: Most of this chapter is a trigger warning. Its about a good friend of mine's self harm story. She gave me consent to do this, so its all good.)

Frnkenstinen: ryan dog person

Ryan_ross_dog: what

Frnkenstein: hey i read why up in the chat and just wanted you to know I'm here if you wanna talk. 

Headlights67: if you need to talk we're here Al

Ryan_ross_dog:....

Spookyjim: hey, we are here to help, don't shut down on us. Please

Tyjo: yeah, please don't shut us out.

ryan_ross_dog: I just have a lot going on guys. Its okay. 

ryan_ross_dog: But thanks Frank. 

frnkenstein: Anytime Al. 

headlights67: You can always talk to us, about anything. 

ryan_ross_dog: I know 

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(PM between Anna (Me aka emoships_) and Al )

emoships_: YOU GOT PUNCHED?! 

ryan_ross_dog: Yes. Someone called me an emo fag and punched me. 

ryan_ross_dog: But I broke their nose. 

emoships_: Good 

ryan_ross_dog: I need to vent

emoships_: I'm here.

ryan_ross_dog: I don't mean to selfharm. It's just a habit. 

emoships_: I understand, I'm the same way. 

emoships_: I cant stop myself when I do it. And it sucks, I know. 

ryan_ross_dog: I don't like, cut myself man.

emoships_: What do you mean? 

ryan_ross_dog: Well, I continuously hit myself, until I bruise. Or something to that affect. So my parents don't get suspicious. 

emoships_: I understand hun. But you can talk to us. We can try and help. 

ryan_ross_dog: Ill try and come to you guys from now on. 

ryan_ross_dog: But its hard to just...stop. 

emoships_: I know. I'm having trouble. And to help me, I talk to my crush. As crazy as it sounds, he helps me. 

ryan_ross_dog: Who do you like...? Are they in the GC? 

emoships_: They aren't in the group chat. Even they were, everyone is dating each other. 

ryan_ross_dog: Yeah, I feel ya there. 

emoships_: Yeah, but the person I like, Id never have a chance. 

emoships: Anyway, enough about me. 

ryan_ross_dog: I have to go. Talk later? 

emoships_: Of course love. 

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(GROUP CHAT) 

beebsurine: So, is everyone dead. Or just quiet? 

ryro: Maybe Bren, they just want a daMN BREAK?! 

beebsurine: You cant ever get a break from this chat though... 

geeway: ^^^^Tru. Me and Frank cant be alone 5mins without you idiots texting 

mikerowayve: Just like, privately text each other or something.