chapter eleven

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dear romeo

i forgot about this. i found this notebook under my bed. i guess I should update you on things.

it's been 5 months, 1 week and 6 days. i honestly don't know how i've been getting up in the morning. everyday it just gets worse, even though it seems impossible.

i can't do this.

i want to, but i can't.

actually, i don't even want to anymore.

i feel like a zombie. i never sleep, barely eat and i haven't talked to anyone since the funeral.

yes, we had a funeral for you. last month. chiron convinced me to speak, but i couldn't get through the first sentence. it just felt so real.

i guess i didn't 100% believe you were dead until then. there was always a little part of me saying "what if?"

but where would you be?

i know you wouldn't leave me, not if you had any choice.  especially not for 5 months.

i have so many regrets.

i should have told you i loved you.

but you're dead.

and i may as well be.

i've made up my mind

i miss you leo

see you soon.

all the love i posses, your juliet, keisha x

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