my dearest romeo
i am sorry, i haven't written in this an awful lot. i don't know why. writing to you makes the pain bearable.
ahhh! i sound like a little damsel in distress! it's funny how all of the traits that I held dearest died with you.
yes. it's been a few days off a month. you're dead. i know it. but i have yet to accept it.
last night piper, jason and i sat on the roof of the Zeus cabin. i felt like i was intruding, well, you know how they are. they just go so well together.
but anyway, we sat up all night, and talked. the conversation topic did come around to you, as i knew it would. i told jason about how i feel about you, sorry, felt about you. he didn't seem surprised. i think everyone who was close to us knew. it makes me feel like an idiot, because if everyone else knew, did you too? and if you already knew, them it wouldn't have been so embarrassing so confess. but then again, maybe you had no idea. you were always talking about how you were undesirable, as ridiculous as it was to me.
i regret not telling you that i loved you. because now you will never know. and that hurts! it hurts because you never will know that you were wrong, leo. you were wrong when you said that no girl would ever love you. all those times we would sit in the engine room, aboard the Argo II and you would talk continuously about your feelings for Calypso and how you doubted she returned them even though the raft showed up, which pretty much meant you were contradicting yourself. that made no sense whatsoever. i don't even know where I'm going with this.
i dont even know why I'm writing in this stupid, little book. you'll never read it. you'll never come back. i need to wake up and realise that YOU'RE NEVER COMING BACK! and i need to learn to live with that!
i need to learn to live without you.
i have a feeling it's going to be more difficult than learning to walk, or talk.
as much as it pains my inner feminist to admit, you were my life leo. you were absolutely everything to me.
and i hate that you're gone.
i don't know what im going to do.
i don't know what to do.
im lost.
love, juliet
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romeo, leo valdez
Fanfiction" you were my romeo, leo, " ~ in which a heart broken girl writes letters to her supposedly dead best friend, confessing her love or while he's traveling the world on a romantic holiday, she's tearing h...
