Clouds of Thought

Broken

I'm broken,

More than you will ever see,

And yet you still insist,

You "love" me.

 .

Sure I thank you for that,

But I don't understand,

I don't see how you could love me.

 .

How could you think of holding my hand?

When all I've done is so much bad?

 .

I don't see any good,

Why not find someone else to love you?

The way I never could,

Yet maybe I still would.

 .

I know you never will leave,

Cause you "love" me too much,

But maybe im afraid of

All this "love" and such.

 .

Because I dont want you to see,

 the darkness I always see,

This darkness in me.

 .

Because im broken,

And you're too kind,

You might not understand,

My dark mind.

 .

Yet you claim to know,

And what's scary is,

 I believe you,

I think you get this.

 .

Maybe I should show you the rest,

To put you to the test,

Will you love me and my darkness,

Or give me forgiveness?

 .

But im broken you see,

That is me,

Just a broken toy,

Without any joy.

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Just a broken girl,

Lost in this wretched world.