Kidnapped by one direction

Hate

 I woke up with the sun shining in my face. I sat up and yawned. Today was a new day, hopefully no drama, no one trying to hurt me, and no one trying to force me to marry them. I got out of bed and went down stairs.

"Where are they!" I heard Louis shout. I went into the kitchen to find all of the food from the fridge on the floor.

"Louis, what are you doing?!" I asked

"Someone ate my carrots!" He said. I couldn't help but laugh.

"You can just buy some more, come on, I'll go to the store with you" I told him. He jumped up and down like a little kid.

"Yay You! Thank you y/n!" He said hugging me. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my purse and went outside. It was a beautiful day. There wasn't a cloud in the sky. Louis came out and ran to the car. I got in and we drove towards the store. 

"Y/n, you don't actually have to get carrots for me, I was just playing around" Louis told me

"No it's fine" I said as we drove into the store parking lot. We hopped out of the car and walked in. I saw a teenage girl give me a death glare. I just smiled at her. We walked to the produce and got some carrots.

"This enough for you Louis" I asked

"Yep, let's go!" He replied. We went and checked out. He he cashier looked around our age, she gave me a death glare too.

"Have a great day Louis, and for you, I hope you die, by the way your ugly, and fat, stay away from Louis" she said. Tears started forming in my eyes. Louis out his arm around me.

"Don't listen to the fans" he whispered. Then I saw a flash. Someone had taken a picture of us. Oh God. We ran out of the store and got into the car.

"Y/n what ever happens, don't let the fans get to you, they're only jealous" he told me. I nodded and we drove off.

When we got home the boys were freaking out. They were screaming and going berserk.

"Guys what happened?" I asked.

"Someone posted a picture of you and Louis on the Internet, now your parents and friends can see, and our careers are over" Liam said.

"Calm down, I'll tell my family I chose to come with you" I said

"Oh, we didn't think of that" Zayn said. I laughed and went upstairs. I got on my phone and went to Instagram. Then I saw it. The picture of me and Louis. It said does Louis Tomlinson have a new girlfriends? People were so ridiculous these days. I decided to look through the comments. There were nice ones saying I'm pretty and skinny, then there were way more hate

"Ugly"

"Fat"

"Why does Louis even like her she looks like a pig, lol"

"Wow she is fat, lose some weight you fatty"

"Im very disappointed in Louis, he could have chosen a pretty girl, but no he chose a ugly, worthless, peice of garbage"

Tears were streaming down my face. I am worthless, I am fat. I am ugly. What's the point if living anymore. I went to the bathroom and cried. I looked on the counter. There was a razor. No. I haven't done it since 7th grade, but it would take away the emotional pain. I grabbed it. Then I heard a knock on my door.

"Y/n, come out, you left your phone on, we saw the comments." Harry said. I quickly hid the razor and opened the door. All of the boys were standing there.

"Your fans are awful" I told them.

"Not all of them are like that, you saw the nice comments didn't you?" Niall asked.

"I mean yeah, but there were more hate comments" I said.

"Y/n, they are jealous, I mean look at you, you're an amazing, beautiful, athletic girl. They just wish they were like you" Liam told me.

"Thanks guys, um can I have time to myself please?" I said

"Yeah" Harry said and hugged me, then the rest of the boys joined in.

"Group hug!" Louis whispered. We all laughed and the boys let go and left me alone. I'm glad they came in, or I would have done something I would regret. I sat on my bed and turned off my phone. Reading those comments was a bad idea, it's just putting bad thoughts into my brain. I heard my phone going off. I picked it up and answred

Me: hello?

Person: this is Louis' future wife, look you turd, Louis is mine, besides Louis would never want a fat and ugly person as his GF anyways. Just go kill your self  it will be better for everyone. You just ruin lives of fans, and one direction, they are probably faking liking you anyway. Oh, I suggest going on a diet, before you need two take up two beds to sleep on, pig

She hung up and tears formed in my eyes once again. I ran into the bathroom. Her words echoed in my head

"Go kill your self"

"Go kill your self"

"Go kill your self"

I grabbed the razor and cut into my thigh. Blood was pouring out of me. I did two more cuts and three on my other thigh. I lay there on the floor crying.

"Ugly"

"Fat"

"Worthless"

"Go kill your self"

I just wanted to die. I went to the cabinet and saw pills. I took them all into my hand. I filled a cup with water. I was about to put them in my mouth when someone grabbed my arm. I turned around and Zayn was there.

"Y/n, stop" he begged. He looked down and saw the blood streaming down my thighs. He broke down in tears.

"Just let me die!" I yelled.

"No, I love you too much. You have so much to live for" he replies. He pulled my into a hug. I pulled away and fell to the floor in tears. He sat down next to me. He grabbed my hand.

"Y/n, look at me, don't ever do that again, I don't care what the fans say, we love you, I love you, your family and friends love you. You have a purpose here on earth. I need you here with me" he said.

"O-Ok, I'll try" I said. He hugged me and cradled me in his arms. He planted a kiss on my forehead. Then he looked at my lips. He leaned in and I did too. Our lips met in a sweet kiss. 

"Don't scare me like that again" he said

"I'll try not to, but I can't make any promises" I said. He nodded and we both stood up.

"I'll tell the boys" he said and I nodded. He left my room and I went to bed, exhausted by the scenes that had happened. I fell into a deep sleep.

A/n here's s new chapter for you guys, I'm so happy I got another one out. I want y'all to know, if you are going through a hard time you can get through it. Trust me, I'm going through a hard time right now, I'm suffering from depression, and suicidal thoughts, I used to do S-H but it's better now. Trust in the lord, he has a plan. You will get through this, I'm praying for each and every one of you. And if you couldn't tell, you are getting with Zayn I this story, I'm sorry if you wanted someone else, I was going to Niall, but in my other story you are with him, so I wanted to change things up a bit.

QOTD!!!!!!

Q: have you suffered from depression or anything like that? How do you get through it?

M/A: like I said before, I suffer from depression, what helps me is talking to someone about it, a parent, teacher, or close friend. Let someone help you, you're never alone in this.

Thanks for reading, I love you guys, PEACE OUT!