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Diego

"Kardi, I'm positive about this. I want to start a family with you. I love you." I say through the phone as I walk around the room.

"Diego, I get that. But I don't think you understand. We don't even live together how is that supposed to work?"

"You can come live with me. It's fine. I have four bedrooms. If you don't want to stay with me in my room you can stay in one of those. I want to be in Diego's life."

"My breaks almost over. We'll talk more later."

"Please Kardi. I want to do this. Come by after work and I'll clean the house up. Trust me Kardi. I can be a good father."

"Fine. I gotta go."

She hung up before I could respond.

I set the phone down.

Why can't she understand that I want this?

That I want this family to be together.

I started cleaning up and things and just tried passing time and getting my argument I was gonna have straight.

I wanted my son.

I was cleaning my room up some when I heard her come in.

"Diego?"

"Hold on!" I say throwing the clothes on the bed running out.

"You wanted to talk?"

"I want my son." I say bluntly.

"Diego, I get that. But you ain't understanding how hard that's gonna be."

"I don't think you understand how bad I want this. It's like you don't want me in his life."

"Diego that's not what I said."

"Yeah but you keep telling me I don't understand. I understand completely. I understand I ain't gonna be able to party, I understand he's gonna be with me alot, I understand it Kardi."

"You understand that this means being on a schedule; of getting him up for school, getting him ready, taking him to school, picking him up, doing homework, making dinner, than having my job, and you doing whatever you do -"

"Kardi, I understand. Yes, it's going to be a change, but its gonna be okay. Trust me. I want this."

"I get you want this Diego, but it's not gonna be as easy as you think it is."

"I get its not gonna be easy. But I want this family together. I love you Kardi."

"I know you want this family together Diego but -"

"Why won't you say you love me? You've never said you love me -- you said you used to love me. I've said it multiple times to you. You just hang up the phone, stop responding to my texts, or change the subject like you are now."

"Diego I don't wanna start fighting with you -"

"Why won't you say you love me? Do you not love me?"

"I never said that -"

"You never said you didn't love me, but you've never said you love me either. So what is Kardi? Do you love me or not?"

"I'm just gonna go."

"Your not leaving. You aren't just gonna keep pushing this all away." I say stepping infront of her and the door.