Gaming You (Little Gathering Series)

Chapter 18 - I'm Screw

Deemia pov

I open my eyes when I heard some loud noise from noway. Before I fully recover my sight, this sharp pain poke around my head and I groan in pain.

"Here.." A glass of water is hand toward me.

I blink looking at it. I trail my sight to the onwer of the hand and see Diocles standing with his poker face looking down at me.

Why is leader here..? Ouch.. my head hurt badly trying to concentrate on what is happening. I look up again but he is still there. Calm down Mia.. its your imagination. I told myself.

"Your head hurt?" But the imagination speak.

Of course I was stattle. I almost jump from the bed. Lucky I can control my sudden heart beat and calm myself.

"Leader??" I poke his hand to comfirm this stupid halusination. Its real.. I can touch him. "Diocles....!" My voice raise to another actave.

"You need this. You drink alot last night." He waves the glass in my sight, while show me the painkiller on his right hand.

"How did I get here? No.. Why am I here?" Holy shit.. I need explanation.

"You pass out at the club so I take you here." He answer as he shoves the glass in my palm. I take it. "Take that first and lets have breakfast."

"Oh.. yeah.. right.." I'm running out of words to say.

What should you said after a quarrel with someone? What kind of conversation you should make? I have no idea.

"You can freshen youself, I prepare the stuff you need in the bathroom. I'll wait for you down stairs ok."

"Yes lead." That word slip and I shut my mouth imediately. Old habit never die.. fuck.. he looks irritated now.

"Go." He oders again and cross the door taking his leave.

My mouth just answer how I use to answer him in the past. Seeing him again bring up past memory. I really miss him alot.

I finish cleaning myself and grab the clean cloth leader prepare for me. As I put that on, old memories racing in my head, remind me how excited I am the first time I wear my training suit. Why did he let me wear this?

"Leader.." I call him when I step in the kitchen.

"Sit. Breakfast is ready." He answer while placing the last plate on the wooden table.

I sit down after looking around. Where am I? This is not the AST dorm. Its look more like an apartment than a dorm.

"Where am I?" I ask softly.

"My apartment." He answer without looking at me.

"Oh."

I lost words again. We stay silent as we both eat our breakfast. I glance at him sometimes but he never look back to me. We didn't make any conversation either. The tense dark air really killing me slowly.

"Eat. Stop looking at me." He caught me looking at him.

"Oh." I eat silently again. But after few feed I glance at him again. I can't believe it.. he is in front of me. I miss him so much.

He put down his fork and turn to me. I look back at my food at once before he caught me looking at him again. He is angry. I thought in my mind.

"Its look good on you." He speaks gently.

"Ha?" I frown.

"The training suit. Its fit you perfectly." Suprisingly, he give me a warm smile.

"Is this yours? But the size fit me perfectly." I look around my shirt.

"Its yours."

I was statle again. "How.." I lost words again.

"You're that angry on me, you left your training suit when you leave."

"How did my training suit got in your belonging?"

"Isn't it obvious, I keep it." His expression is hard to read. He looks angry but happy at the same time.

He continue his interupted breakfast, so am I. The air isn't that tense anymore. Finally I feel a bit calm as I resume my feed.

"How's training?" He end the silence as he wash the dish.

"Fine." I lied. I grip the glass tighter to ease down my nervous.

"You are getting along with your team member?"

"Yeah." I lied again.

"And your leader?" He takes a short glance at me.

"Fine." I lie for the third times.

"Glad to heard that. He is giving you chances that you desperately want it." I can feel that is not a sincere comment.

"I guess." I don't know how to respond that.

"So you like your current team than the previous one?"

My heart sink deeper in sadness. How can I answer that? I look down my glass as the sadness slowly eating me inside.

"Deemia.." He calls for my answer.

I let go of the glass and march toward him. He is still busy cleaning the dish the time I circle my hand around his body. I backhug him. His hand stop working as my face touch his back muscle. I sniff his scene. I miss my leader.

"I take this you like my team more."

"Hemm." I just hum.

He resumes his interupted work as I hug him tighter than before. The feeling I have now is more that wanting. I'm yearning for him.

He release my connected hand and flip around facing me. He caress my cheek as he tuck my hair behind my ear, giving me the unreadable expression.

"Do you have any idea what did you do to me now?" His voice turn low and seductive it sending chill all over my body.

"Did I break another rule?" Old habit never die. Some question just hard to avoid.

"You and your never ending rebellious pharse."

He cups my face the time his lips meet mine. He kiss me intensely its blowing up my mind. My body temperature raise rapidily the longer his lips move against mine. How did this happen?

I am already gasping for breath the time he release me. Any longer that that, I'll have heart attack.

"You can't ---"

Ignoring my warning, he pulls me toward him and kiss me one more time. This is far intensely from the previous kiss. His tongue slip in my mouth and give me another never taste feeling before. Done with his part, he release me.

"You can't kiss me." I shout taking few step behind.

"Why?" He looks at me fiercely.

"You have a girlfriend."

I run towards the exit leaving him behind. I screw up..!! This is far horrible than breaking a rule. Damn.. why did he kiss me? What is going in that mind of his. You can't kiss other girl when you have a girlfriend. Relationship is not a game. There is no reset button.

Ugh !!! I screw up.