Here I am once again staring at the ceiling, music blasting through my ears until... "Knock, knock" someone bangs on my bedroom door. Causing me to drift out of my peaceful state while listening to music. I yank the headphones out of my ears and run my shaking hands through my loose blonde hair.
Glaring across the room at the door I mumble a sharp "come in." My moms blonde head peaks through the door. "Stella honey I bought you some Taco Bell" she says with disgust in her voice. My mom hates Taco Bell but she couldn't cook tonight so this was the only alternative. She walks over to my bed with her heals clicking on the bare wood floor. She set my food down and didn't say another word as she left the room.
Me and my mom aren't really on good terms right now. You see I have been living in California my whole life but my mom got a really good job offer down in Germany so we were moving there in a couple days now, well actually we are moving tomorrow.
I don't know a lot of German but I've been learning it in school, and from a tutor so that I can actually speak the language. Considering I'll probably be living down there until I graduate high school.
I was really mad at my mom for making us move I'm only 14 and now she's asking me to pack up my life and move across the world just for her job! I mean yah I get it, my mom has been raising me on her own since I was 3 and this job would really help us out but I have a life too! It is so frustrating, I have to leave all my friends behind and start over which is scary but also a way for me to start a new beginning.
Ugh. Too much thinking about this moving stuff. You need to stop thinking about it so much Stella I told myself. So I put my headphones back in, clicked play an began to listen. Biting into my taco and sipping my drink I drifted off and let the music occupy my brain.
"I'm breakin' down
Gonna start from scratch
Shake it off like an etch-a-sketch
My lips are saying goodbye
My eyes are finally dry"
Oh I love fifth harmony, they seriously get me.
And that's how I fell asleep. In my leggings and t shirt, To the sound of music pulsing through my body and the thought of moving roaming through my brain.
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Okay sooo yah 1st chapter?! It's kinda weird for me bc I'm trying writing in a different style than I usually do and I'm not really used to it yet and nico comes in like in like the next 2-3 chapters
Also the chapters are going to be pretty short just so I can update more often
Song- miss movin on fifth harmony
