All my love

All I Knew

They say that diamonds are a girl's best friend, but I disagree, I think it's heartbreak. A girl can't help herself but to indulge into a deep fortress of lies and hope. Nothing attracts a women more than the treacherous promise of deviously kind smiles and strong cologne. It's all the books ever cover, walking into a book store you can smell the tears of a bittersweet heartbreak. The readers drink it all in and they ask for more. Maybe it's a coping mechanism to soberly deal with their issues but, stop me if I'm wrong, I think they all know it doesn't work. Just like they know it won't work when their eyes drink up their liquid eyes, their ears dance to their ensnaring lies, and their hands skim down their smooth thighs, but they never stop there. Aspen never stopped there, and that's how she ended up in plight of every cliche book.
  She found herself in deep pools of green. She drowned involuntarily into them with each and every breath. Callow green swirled with just a splash of blue that was hard to notice, but she did. It became her favorite color, he became her air. She breathed him in with every waking moment and she loved every second of it- that is until her air supply was cut off. Her favorite color became vial, dourly hard to look at. With the last drop of air she had left her lungs sang a doleful song that no one listened to. No one listened to her pitiful tunes because their forewarnings went on without a glance. She let him back in again and again despite how she felt in the end, no matter what they told her, no matter how much she didn't want to, because she promised him she wouldn't give up on them, and she never broke a promise. Clearly she was ignorant to the fact that some promises were meant to be broken, hearts were to be kept, and some words should never be spoken. He payed no mind to the latter as he screamed impurities through her ear and laughed as the tears ran down her cheeks, only to beg for forgiveness when he was drunk and lonely. She let him in, again and again, she broke down, again and again, and he won, again and again.

I think heartbreak may be a girl's best friend, but who can blame them when it's all they know.
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Oops that was.... dark

I've had this one written in my notes for moonnntthhhsssss

And I'm on my way to school which I am especially not happy about because I was 90% sure it was going to be canceled so I stayed up last night writing a gay AU bc they're so cute sometimes

anyways.... Camila By Camila Cabello drops on January 12th so you should preorder it. It's her first solo album and it's going to slayyyyy so check it out

Ily- Lizzy