Zack Martin x Reader

Chapter 10

When I arrived at my cabin, I closed the door and broke down right next to it. I didn't know how to feel. On one hand I was devastated that my uncle could do this to me, but on the other hand I was relieved. At least Zack can't just use me, like all the other girls he dated. But there was this one little part of me, that didn't believe that he didn't feel anything for me. I stayed in my spot at the door, contemplating about all the things that happened today. I can't remember falling asleep, but when I woke up the next morning, I was still laying on the floor. I got up and walked to my mirror to look at my face. God I looked terrible, my mascara was smudged and my eyes looked red from crying. I decided to take a shower. When I got out of it, I put on sweatpants and some old shirt. Tied my hair up in a messy bun and went back to my bed. I pulled my laptop from under my bed and FaceTimed my best friend, Y/B/F/N (Your best friend's name). "Hey Y/N, long time no see." She greeted me. "Hey, umm I hate bothering you with my shit, but I kinda need someone to talk to right now." I said. "Oh, are you okay?" She asked with a concerned look on her face. So I told her everything from me and Zack making out, Bailey telling me all about Zack's girlfriends to uncle Moseby forbidding us from seeing each other. "That sucks. But if I were you, I'd just keep away from Zack. I mean he's just gonna break your heart anyways." She said. "Yeah, but you know, I don't believe that he didn't feel anything for me. I mean he saved me from this creep and got beaten up by doing so and afterwards he still stayed by my side." I explained. "Well then go and talk to him, I'm sure you two will figure things out and your your uncle's favourite niece, maybe if you go and ask him nicely he will give in." She said. "Okay, thanks Y/B/F/N. I really needed that." I thanked her and hung up.

I decided to go and see Zack to talk to him. But when I walked on the sky deck, I could see him sitting there, with a pretty, blonde girl, who was at least 3 years older than him. Okay maybe they're just friends, but then he put his hand around her. I could feel my eyes tearing up. I had to get out of here. I don't want anyone to see me crying and most important: I don't want him to see me. I ran back to my cabin, but I didn't make it in time, I already started crying on my way here. I went into my bed, grabbed my phone and started playing my sad songs playlist. I cried for hours, just laying there. But then my crying session got interrupted by a quiet knock on my door.  "Y/N?" I heard a too familiar voice asking. It was Zack. "Are you in there?" He asked again. It took all of my courage, but I got up and opened the door. "Oh good, you're here." He said, relieved to see me. "Zack. I don't think we should see each other anymore. We're not good for each other." I said, trying my hardest not to cry. "But Y/-" "No, you should go." I cut him off and closed the door. I went back to my bed and broke down again. I went on Instagram to distract myself from my misery, but all these couple pictures of my friends made me sick, so I put my phone down and just laid there. Looking at my ceiling. After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to call my dad.

"Hey honey, what's up?" He asked. I just started crying. "Y/N? What happened? Are you okay?" He asked concerned. "It's just that I miss you." Then I told him everything that happened. "Oh honey, I'm so sorry. You know if it get's too much and you're getting worse again, you can just come home." He suggested. "I might do that. Thank you." I said, smiling through my tears. We talked for a bit and he filled me in with all the new gossip and he was actually able to make me laugh. When we hung up, I looked at my ceiling, smiling and thought: I made my decision, I'm finally going home. So I drifted up to sleep with a smile on my face. When I got up, I was feeling a little bit better. My dad's gonna pick me up from the next port, we'll arrive at. He just has to tell Uncle Moseby. My thoughts got interrupted by my phone vibrating, it was Bailey. She asked me if I want to go drink a smoothie with her. I told her, that I'm not really in the mood to go somewhere and leave my room. A few minutes after I hit send, it knocked on my door. It was Bailey. "Hey Y/N." She greeted me and came inside. We talked for a bit, but got interrupted by another knock. This time it was my uncle. "Y/N, your dad just called me and told me you're leaving the ship, is that true?" He asked with a sad face. "What?! You're leaving the ship?" Bailey asked shocked. "Why didn't you tell me?! I thought we're friends?" She continued. "Bailey, look, I'm so-" But before I could finish she already left the room.

To be continued...

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A/N: Since I'm going back to school tomorrow I'll probably not ably to update daily anymore. I thought that maybe I could update every Sunday and Thursday. Would that be okay with you guys? Thank you for reading.