Insomnia

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YOUR P.O.V
It was truly awful. The thought of never being able to get to sleep again. Tomorrow's the first day of sixth form, I can't be tired!! I need to be awake and alert and make a good impression. I. WILL. NOT. BE. LATE.

Ugh, it's no use. I won't ever get to sleep and I'll be really tired tomorrow. I hate insomnia. I can't deal.

I shuffled about in Blake's arms, trying to get comfortable. He's staying over my parents' house before tour starts again so we can spend time together. I think he also just wanted some time alone with me which I guess is cute.

Y/N YOU CANT LET YOUR MIND WANDER AGAIN.
Wait, how does that song start again?
It's no use.

20 minutes later, I was still wide awake with no sign of falling asleep. I'd wanted to get up and find that aromatherapy thing that helps me sleep, but that would mean waking Blake and that's pointless, he'll just worry about me.
I finally decide to carefully slip out bed and find my aromatherapy scented stuff. Maybe walking around will help too...? We'll try.

Obviously the lack of filled arms (?) woke Blake up because I hadn't gone so much as half the room before he noticed I was gone. "Y/n?" He whispered. I sat back down on the bed, rubbing my eyes. "Can you not sleep baby girl?" He asked, touching my hand with his. I shook my head and grabbed his hand tight, playing with his fingers. "Oh baby, it's okay. Come back to bed, I'll cuddle you close," he said, making me smile slightly. Being in his arms was the one thing that always calmed me down.

I faced towards him, face in his bare chest. "Ssh, ssh," He cooed, rubbing my back slowly. Out of nowhere I began sniffling, choking back tears. "Y/n, are you crying?" I sniffed louder, sobs over whelming me and tears streaming over my cheeks in little rivers. "Oh, y/n. It's okay, everything will be just fine. Don't even worry about anything, it'll all be fine. I love you, y/n, and as long as we have each other then everything will be fine," he comforted, pecking my cheek slightly.

The door freaked open behind him, making him whip his head round. My mum crept in. "Blake is y/n okay? I heard crying and came straight up," she asked. Blake hugged my sobbing figure tighter and began to speak. "She's having trouble sleeping, is there anything that helps her usually?" "You don't mind if she wears your hoodie, do you? It's all she wears while you're on tour," I could almost sense the smirk on his lips when mum said that. He got up and grabbed his jumper while mum kissed my forehead and stroked my hair soothingly. "Okay y/n, I'm going now love. Blake's gonna stay and look after you. We both love you very much babe. Night y/n/n," she whispered. I squeaked our a shaky "g'night" before huddling back into Blake and breaking down once more.

It was going to be a long night.

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