Giving Up (An Austin Mahone Fanfic)

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Eleven

- Austin -

As the days went on, I got angrier and angrier at myself. Alessandra returned to school for the last week and a half and I haven't talked to her since the day she came to my house. She wouldn't even look at me. She doesn't deserve someone that will hurt her. I can't believe that I did this to a girl who was perfect for me. I regret everything I did but I can't go back in time and change things so there's nothing I can do. The few things I can do is wait and give Alessandra time. I need to talk to her and tell her that I'm sorry and tell her how much I love and missed her and tell her what she means to me. But if she did mean something to me why would I be so stupid?

The day she returned to school, all I did was stare at her. I still loved her. Of course I did, why wouldn't I?

Another problem I have right now is to break up with Jenna. She's been all over me lately, clinging onto me and it's really annoying.

During school, I caught Alessandra look at me a couple of times when I was with Jenna. Could she possibly be jealous? No, she can't be.

- Alessandra -

Seeing Austin with Jenna breaks my heart. It hurts that I couldn't be like that with him anymore. I try to make it seem like it doesn't bother me and that I don't care but on the inside it's killing me.

I don't know if I will ever be back with Austin since he has her now but I guess I'll just go with what happens. Everything does happen for a reason, right?

As the day was slowly coming to an end, I walked over to my locker to get my books for my next class. But then I was interrupted by a tap on my shoulder. I turn around to see who was there but no one was. I turned to the other side to see Austin standing there smiling. I turn back around to my locker and continue to look in my locker.

He walks over to be on the side of me, "I broke up with Jenna."

"You did? Why?"

"Yeah, um, I didn't really like her anyways," he looks down at his hands sighing. It was silent for a couple of minutes until he said, "I like you, I really do. While you were gone, I missed you like crazy and I thought maybe Jenna would've gotten my mind off of things but it made it worse. But as soon as you came back I finally got myself back together and I know what I want. I want you."

I really didn't know what to say so I just stared until he inched closer to me and crashed his lips into mine. I can't even describe the feeling. I missed him so much but this didn't make me forget what he did.

Later that day, Austin invited me over his house to catch up with what happened while we were apart.

I walked into his house and everything was still the same from when I was here last. We went into his room and sat on his bed where we spent most of our time together, where we watched movies or cuddled in his king bed.

As I was looking around, I noticed that more posters were added on his walls. "Austin, you have a big collection of fan posters," I say as I laugh.

"Yeah I've been getting more fanmail lately, I'm getting popular," he winks.

I roll my eyes and smile. "I actually made plans for us tonight instead of staying in. I want to show you off to the public because I'm proud to have you as my.. wait are we dating again?" he said.

"Well if you want to.. I, um, well yeah I guess you could say that."

"I can tell that there's something wrong. Are you okay Alessandra?"

"Yeah I'm fine."

"Okay well Alessandra Marie Cicone.... will you please be my girlfriend again?" he says as he moves closer to me. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a box. "This is a promise ring. On the inside of the ring it says 'I will love you forever' and our initials 'A&A'," I look down at it to see diamonds all the way around the band and he puts it on my finger.

I stand there smiling, not knowing what to say or do. He puts the ring on my finger and I instantly jump towards him and wrap my arms around him. I felt him smile against my cheek and he leaned back to look at me. All I saw were his perfect green eyes looking at me which gave me butterflies. This is the feeling I missed. All of a sudden I felt his lips crash into mine. We're back. Alessandra and Austin are back.

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I was putting on my shoes for wherever we were going that Austin had planned. I have no idea what he had in mind to do but I knew it was a "surprise".

"Are you ready babe?" I look up and he's holding the front door open with his keys in his hand.

I nodded and started to head down the stairs. It was dark out already. There were no lights on around me so I walked down the stairs slowly. I didn't hear Austin at all so I called his name a couple of times but no answer. I walked around aimlessly and then I felt hands over my face. I screamed as loud as I could before I felt the hands go down my body to my waist. "Austin?! Is that you?!" I yell. "I'm scared! Who are you?"

"I'm the boy you're in love with", he whispers as he kisses my neck. His warm breath against my neck sends chills down my body. I smiled and laughed, "Austin you scared me so bad! I really hate you!"

I hear him laughing, "Al your reaction was the funniest thing ever. I love you so much." He pulls me towards him and kisses me. We stood there for a few minutes until we heard a car beep. I looked over to see a pink limo waiting for us. I look at Austin and he smiles, "Is this for us?" He nods and reaches down for my hand. We walk to the car holding hands.

The car ride was quiet but not awkward. Our hands were locked while I looked outside since I was anxious about where we were going. I don't like surprises.

When the car stopped, I noticed we were at my favorite amusement park. I looked over at him and he was smiling so big.

- Austin -

We walked around holding hands and watched the stares from the people around us. I'm so proud of having a boyfriend and even better that it was Alessandra that I didn't mind the stares. We deserve these stares and jealous looks because of how much we've been through, we finally are at a happy place in our relationship.

We kept walking around to see what rides to go on until we made our way to the Ferris wheel. I looked over at Alessandra to see a huge smile on her face. She looked over at me and I laughed as she dragged us to the line. I gave the attendant the tickets and we got into the seats, sitting on opposite sides. As we started to go up Alessandra was looking out at the views around us and I started to move closer to her. I finally got next to her and kissed her. We made out until we reached the bottom and then Alessandra said, "Austin! We need one of those cute romantic pictures of us kissing at the top! And of course cute ones"

I smile and we sit there waiting to get to the top. When we finally reach the top Alessandra takes out her phone and we get ready for the picture. She kisses me and I think she took the picture but I don't really know, I keep kissing her until she pulls away. "Austin lets not get carried away! We need our other pictures!"

We smile in one, then stick our tongues out, then we do the duck face (which I hate but I still do it for Al and the fans), and then we did one where we looked at each other but instead of having it serious i bursted out laughing. This is by far my favorite picture of us. The ride ends and we get off.

As the night goes on I was having so much fun because I had Alessandra by my side.