The Abused Girl And The Gangleader

girly tears

Recap:
Alex's P.o.v.
And I'm not good with lots of girly tears I was going to put but I know what he would say "man up you pussy" also I didn't want him to scare her any more so I added.

A- oh and C be GENTLE w her. If you hurt her I will fucking murder you.

I think/hope he gets the point.

C- calm down on my way c u in like a min.
Now:

Amelia's p.o.v. still in the park

"Before you start this whole get away from me or what are you doing here I just want to say that I don't pity you. I've felt pity and I hated it. But your so strong you just need some help to get back on your feet and stay on them so your staying with me from now on"

"B..bbut"

"Nope not buts your staying with me."

How did he still want to keep me? why does he still want me? It's not as if anyone has ever could he be different or is he just worried I'm going to kill myself (which I might but you know) he's just a random guy who shouldn't mess with my past because it's fucked up as shit.

"Where are we going?" I've run out of energy to put up another fight and have come to the conclusion that he wouldn't let me go even if I did run.

"Home"

One word which I have never been able to say before I mean I lived in houses but non of them were ever home.

"B..But" I looked down in shame "i..i don't h..have a home."

I feel something grip my chin and make me look up at him whilst he looked angry his voice was soft

"Well thats going to change"

"It might change now but" I trailed off sadly not knowing what to say and I don't think he heard me as well so that's a relief.

You know when everything moves so quickly it looks like it's slow well that what happened. One second I was on the floor the next thing I know Alex is bounding over screaming we've got to got at the top of his lungs and I'm being scooped up into Cole's arms and he's already running at full pelt away from the old park towards his house.

We ran so quick I thought he was going to drop me so I clung to him like if I let go I would die and considering where we met I think if hes running then I would probally die.

We made it back safe and in the house in no time cole placed me gently on the couch and walked off to some place in his house I assume it's the kitchen but who knows. ha I've not been here before so not me.

It's only now do I realise that the last time I ate was at least 3 days ago because I didn't eat yesterday and the day before that I couldn't move after the beating I got for forgetting to take sirs coat and shoes out of the cupboard.

I lived off the water fountain at school and the little box of food I have in my room, if you could call it a room it was more of a not properly insulated attic with holes in the roof.

Yes I have to climb 2 sets if stairs to any one else that might seem fine but to me moving any of my limbs is painful so I try not to do to much other than cook clean walk to school wash.

Ok so maybe I do a lot but staying buizy helps me not think because thinking is dangerous or at least it is for me.

As if Alex sensed my thoughts drifting into not so great waters he suddenly sprung up and asked me.