The Abused Girl And The Gangleader

A/N Life Situations

I will take this one down soon but I noticed a lot of people asking when my next update is I'm sorry that this isn't an update and it's taking so long for me to update.

Without telling my whole life story i try and explain as I feel like I should give you a bit of back ground the past 3 years of my life have been a bit rocky to say the least I've been in trouble with a lot of different people including the police partly my fault and I take responsibility for that but sometimes life throws curve balls at you that your just expected to carry on with.

I'm in year 10 (Freshman year for all you state people (I think😂)) I've been battling depression now for a long time but none of my friends know and to them and lots of other people I am the "mother" of the group I'm here to go to even if I'm mad at them all the time I have people asking me for advice in life situations and don't get me wrong I love to help people but it's hard to help everyone. Side tracking sorry.

Basicly my parents have been fighting alot and although has not been said i know that they are trying to get a divorce and a lot of what's happening has caused me as the eldest sibling to take on the parental figure for my younger sister neither of my parents are in the house anymore so even simple tasks which you Probally wouldn't think twice about fall to me cooking, cleaning walking the dog etc. It doesn't sound like that much but put together it's alot for one 14 yr old to handle. This has resulted in all of my school grades dropping I'm not talking a little drop I'm talking high 8s to barely cutting pass grade and I've had to really work hard to balance it all out finally starting to improve things in school. But balancing my friends mental health, my parents happiness, looking after a 10 year old and a dog leaves very little time for me to write because even escaping the house for more that 30 minutes is hard.

Ergh this sounds like a Sob story it really isn't I'm just tired of trying to please everyone so that all over don't be angry with me for not updating it's just very difficult for me right now especially with all my GCSE mocks just round the corner I'm going to push to write more so that my gaps aren't so long and I'm sorry that it affects you guys the most although my friends would agree that I don't have as much energy to do things anymore.