Save Me | BTS ff (ongoing)

04. Night Talks with Suga

After that weird end of the game, we all went to sleep early.

"That was a weird evening for you, right?" asked Jungkook who was lying besides me.
"Yes, it was." answerd I.
"Jimin and V were both very protective about you. Especially Jimin." said Jungkook and looked up at the ceiling.

"Yes, I still don't understand anything that happened." I looked at Jungkook.

"Would you've done it, when Jimin and V wouldn't have interrupted J-Hope?" asked I quietly.
Jungkook turned his look at me.

"You mean if I would've kissed you then?" replied he and I nodded.
"Yes, but only on your cheek." he smiled gently.
"But I think in the eyes of Jimin and Taehyung, that would've been still too much!" said he.

"Why?" replied I quietly.
"It's obvious, Rachel. Especially after that what happened this evening." answered Jungkook with a little laugh.
"You mean really they have a crush on me?" asked I.

"They have a huge crush on you!" answered Kookie still smiling.
"How fast do they fall in love, that's insane!" replied I and sighed.
"I think it's called, love at first sight!" answered Kookie and looked at me.
"But why both of them?" I turned around to Kookie.

"It would be easier when it just would be one of them. I don't want to hurt them, Kookie." said I.

"I know that Rachel, but that will definitely happen someday, and that's no ones fault." explained Jungkook quietly.
I nodded worried.

"But what I'm wondering about is why Suga wanted to kiss you instead. Has he also a crush on you?" said Jungkook and looked at me.

"I can't imagine that! I think that he not really likes me." answered I.
"It didn't looked like that tonight." chuckled Kookie.
I looked worried at the ceiling and sighed heavily.

"Don't worry too much, everything will be fine, Rachel." said Kookie gently.
I turned my look to him.
"Okay." sighed I.
"You should sleep now or you will always be a sleepyhead!" chuckled he slightly.
I smiled gently.

I tried to sleep, I really tried to.
But I couldn't.
Jungkook besides me were already fell asleep, so I decided to get up again and went downstairs.

As I entered the living room I saw that someone was sitting behind the piano that stood in the right corner of the living room.
He noticed me.

"What are you doing here at this late time, it's 2 am." said he without looking up from the piano.
"I couldn't sleep." answered I.

"Has my try to kiss you, made you sleepless?" replied Suga and looked up to me.
His eyes seemed to be kinda wet.
I'd go to him and sat down besides him.

"Have you cried?" asked I carefully.

"You've seen it already, so don't try to change the subject." answered he with a quieter voice.
I looked confused at him.
Why has he cried?

"Okey, you're one reason as well, but the whole situation today evening was totally weird." replied I.
"That's true." said he and nodded a bit.

"Suga...Why....why have you cried?" asked I quietly.
He looked immediately down at the keys of the piano.

"I should not tell you that, it's embarrassing enough that you found out that I've cried!" said he with a weak tone in his voice.
I put my hand on his back.