Save Me | BTS ff (ongoing)

08. Suspicious behavior?

{Jimin's POV}

"Hyung, do you know where Rachel is?" asked I J-Hope who was sitting on the couch in the living room.
Hobi looked at me, " I think she went outside with Suga, why you asking, Jiminie?" answered he.
I was confused, because actually we had a dancing lesson planed for today, so I was surprised that she went out with Suga.

"You know that I give her some dance lessons, actually we planned one for today." explained I to Hobi.
"Hyung, do you maybe know why they went out together?" asked I J-Hope.
Hoseok got up from the couch and came to me.

"I don't know, Rachel is Suga's best female friend, so I think it's obvious why they went outside together." answered he and I couldn't help myself than feeling a little bit of jealousy coming up in me.
A few days ago I talked with Jungkook and he told me that he thinks that Suga maybe could see more in Rachel than just his best friend.

"Your jealous, right?" said J-Hope suddenly and put his right hand on my shoulder.
I looked at him in disbelief, how could he know that?
He suddenly laughed slightly, "Don't look at me like that! I know you long enough to see these kind of things in your facial expression." mentioned he.
I don't know why but somehow I felt embarrassed that he could read me like a open book.

"Admit it finally, Jimin! You're crazy about her, right?" said he and looked curiously at me.
I hesitated to answer him, but since I've knew that I could trust him I've decided to open up to him.
"Nae, you're right Hyung. I love her." said I shyly because I still was embarrassed to talk about it.
Hobi smirked at me, "I knew it!" said he.

"When did you knew that you like her?" asked J-Hope still curious.
"I've knew it when I've met her in the park back then. I knew that I want her to be mine - only mine." answered I shyly.
I got serious for a moment, "Hyung, do you think someone of the others likes her too?" asked I serious.
J-Hope sighed, "I think, you know already that Tae likes her, I mean it's just obvious that both of you like her as a woman and not just as a friend." answered he while he walked back to the couch to sit down again.

"But I think you've meant if Suga could have feelings for her, right?" asked Hobi.
I just nodded slightly at him.
"Actually I don't know it, but of course there could be a possibility of that. It's the same for every guy on this planet." said he then.
I realized that he was right about that and honestly it worried me even more.

"You're right, every guy could fall in love with her, even all of us." said I while I looked on the ground.
I've understood that everyone of my friends could have already experienced some feelings for her and I didn't liked that thought at all.
"H...Hyung! Do you....Do you like her too? I mean not only as good friend?" asked I hesitatingly, because I was afraid of the answer I would get.
After a while he finally answered me.

"It don't matter, Jimin. Even when I would like her, you know me, I'm very sensitive when it comes to love, I wouldn't even fight to get her, because I know that I don't have a chance." said he and looked at me with a serious but still very kind facial expression.
I just slightly nodded at him.
In the next moment heard I how the front door opened.
I've running immediately to the entrance because I thought that Rachel and Yoongi Hyung would've came back.
But it was just Jungkook.

"Oh, it's just you." said I when I saw him in the entrance.
"Oh Hyung, thank you for the heartwarming welcoming, did you missed me that much?" said he and smirked sarcastically at me.
"Haha, I just thought you would be someone else, that's all." replied I.
Jungkook laughed, "I understand, you thought I would be Rachel." chuckled he.
I didn't said anything.