Weak (On Hiatus)

Chapter Seven: The Future and Drowned in Sadness

Hello again dear readers, I haven't updated for awhile now... hehe... please re-read chapter five: a dragon's tears, I made some minor changes, I just deleted some sentences in Lucy's POV

Anyways, I had no idea that I had won second place in Fairy Tail watty awards, I only found out when Lilia_Rei told me, I thought it was a prank until I checked. And damn was I happy. I want to thank you all! For the 2k read 100 votes and comments! Thank you all! Without further ado, the update

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Third person's POV: (lets go back to the part where Lucy was watching Fairy Tail, I know, I keep changing the time and setting a lot)

Lucy just stood there, tears threatening to fall. Why? She kept asking herself. She knew they wouldn't miss her she was prepared but why? Why does she feel so much pain even though she saw this coming? Her chest started to hurt and then she realized, she was crying once more. She shook her head. "I keep crying... What the hell is wrong with me? Well, thats what expected from a weakling like my self" she says to herself. She continued to watch them, party... without her... She was still a guild member of Fairy Tail since her guild mark remained but the thought of her still being a member just saddened her even more. She felt worthless, useless, pathetic and weak, like always.

She still remained watching. She herself didn't know why she stayed and watched, it was painful but she wanted to watch them. Why? Is it because she misses them? It has only been a few hours and she misses them. Lucy smiled weakly at the sight. "They are Fairy Tail... a guild- no, not a guild but-the guild that I love the most. Even if they don't care about me, I love them and I will love them forever. I cherish everything we had done together, so I pray to Mavis, let them still remain the way I know- I used to know them... until I become stronger... I will return to them, not as the weakling Lucy they knew but as the new and strong Lucy." She said to herself. She turned and started to walk away. Don't look back Lucy, no matter what, you must be strong... She thought. She tried her best not to look back, it was difficult but she was strong enough not to look. Lucy smiled as she continued to walk, tears still falling. This is the last time that I'll say this, "Sayonara... Fairy Tail..."

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A salmon haired boy had just exited the Fairy Tail guild hall. It was still raining, but still he went outside. He started to walk alone. Even though he was the one who encouraged everyone in Fairy Tail to be happy, he himself was still sad. I'm such a hypocrite... He thought. He didn't really care about himself if he had gotten a cold from the rain, all he did think and care about was the blonde in his mind. A picture of herself smiling, was stuck, more like, glued into his mind. He just couldn't stop thinking about her. "Damn it!" He cursed as he shook his head. "I should start looking for Luce. She still might be here in Magnolia..." He soon realized that he was already in front of her apartment. He just stared at, recalling, replaying everything they did together in her apartment. He walked towards the entrance but as he went nearer, he heard her voice ring in his head. "Natsu! Use the damn door for once in your life!"

He lowered his head and twisted the knob. 'Its lock' he thought. "I leave keys under the mat outside, your allowed to use them, but still you enter through the window!" Her voice rang in his head again. He stepped back and lifted the mat that he once stood on and there he saw the keys. The silver house keys reminded him of her magical silver keys. "Gate of the canis minor I open thee, Plue!"

He grabbed the keys and place the mat down. He walked closer to the door and unlocked it. As it opened, he entered then closed the door. He was soaking wet, so everytime he stepped forward, a wet footprint would appear. As he made his way to the stairs, a door had opened and it was Lucy's landlady. The landlady noticed Natsu and she scolded him. "Oi! How dare you wet the floor of this building?!" She exclaimed but Natsu completely ignored her. "Oi! Are you deaf?!" She screamed in his ear, but Natsu didn't care. He paid no attention to her, the only thing that caught his attention was Lucy and Lucy only. He walked towards her room and just stared at it. Ignoring everything the landlady was shouting and rambling, he reached out to the doorknob and twisted it. 'Its open' he thought. He entered and closed the door shut, just to get away from the annoying and loud landlady. He heard nothing as he closed the door.