imagines - finn wolfhard

.·:*¨jealousy: part iii¨*:·.

You stood at the old oak tree waiting for Finn to show up, he texted you to wait by the one by his house before you guys skated. You were impatiently pacing back and forth as the minutes passed. You checked your phone: 11:11 ( an: bich you better make a wish quick sjkjsl).

The wind sent chills down my spine shivering me cold. The leaves scud over the ground and take small flights into the air. The air was cold and wind was strong. I could feel the hairs on my body raise as the cold wind hit my face as I sat on a swing in the local playground. Small children were playing on the various, colorful, play equipment, as their parents kept a watchful eye on them. The noise of dogs barking at each other playfully as they chased each other in circles almost drowned out the cries of a baby whose mum was too busy talking to her friends to notice the baby had lost its rattle.

Taking this all in I hadn't noticed the time go by. All of the noise disappeared in an instant. It was like being stuck between two realities: one that was imperfect, but doable. The other the vision where I pictured myself in, the one I longed myself to be a part of: one were I was with Finn. Was is a possibility to make that world into reality? The only thing that separated me from achieving the dream was myself. If only I had the courage to admit my feelin-

❛Excuse me! Miss, are you gonna swing or not?❜ My train of thoughts basically screeched at a halt as a little boy around 7 or 8 took a hold of the swing handle. He tilted his head and said

❛Whats wrong lady?❜ I swear to god little kids notice everything....

❛Its nothing, in fact its a long story....❜ He smiled

❛I love stories and I have lots of time.❜

❛Well now that I think about its quite short-❜ He interrupted me again: i like this kid

❛Tell me then, I'm not going anywhere.❜

I rolled my eyes.

❛Fine dude, I like this guy but he likes another girl.❜ he tilted his tiny head

❛How do you know he likes this girl?❜ I bit my lip in thought

❛Well, I saw him and her hugging.❜ He gave a look that could've been used for a meme.

❛That's it? ❜ Um, well

❛Yeah.. whats your point?❜

❛Im just saying you should think some more about why you think he likes her,❜ My eyes widen. This kid may have a point. We ended up getting off subject and talking about everything. We talked about the problems in the world. he told me his opinions on greenhouse gases and how the making of meat like beef, chicken and fish cause more damage to the earth than cars, buses, trains, boats, airplanes and fossil fuels combined. Damn this kid was smart.

I think his plan was reverse psychology: make my ❝problems❞ seem petty compared to the real world. And lemme tell you, it worked. He was right, here I was upset and crying over a boy who I probably never even had a chance with with. Why would Finn even like me anyways? I dyed my hair to get attention: the last thing Finn would want. The wind blew uncontrollably and my hair shielded my face. I took my hand over it and tucked it behind my ear. I reached in my coats pocket and set a beanie on your lap. This was Finn's... It was midnight black and it had a white tag on the center that said "jealousy".

❛you should talk to him soon.❜ I turned away to look at the oak tree. The tree lifted her branches to the sky as if her very presence was enough to beat back the darkness and command the daylight to fall on her papery leaves. Her bark shone like the right kind of gold, the sort that inspires the mind to heady heights of imagination, opening doors to fantastical kingdoms.

I dont know. Somewhere over the rainbow.

❛I am, I was waiting for him.❜ I looked at my phone, time said: 2:04.

There's no way that I was talking to him for 3 hours. But another thing Finn still hadnt showed up. I made my way to the entrance of the playground with my skateboard.

The little boy ran up to me and said

❛Will you be back?❜

I smiled and answered

❛If you'll be here...❜

❛I will! You're my new best friend!❜ I laughed

❛Ok then I'll be back tomorrow at 2?❜

He gave me a toothy smile.

❛I'll tell my mom! Bye Y/n!❜

I waved bye and said

❛Bye L/b/n ( an: little boys name ) . ❜

Short story short, Finn blew me off and I have a new best friend,,, life's great....

word count: 834 words

authors note: evEryTimE i try to write angst i end up writing fluff.... roast me🔥🔥🔥👩🏽‍🚒👩🏽‍🚒👩🏽‍🚒💦💦