It's So Quiet ⌛ narry

confession - harry

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I will tell you a funny story. I'm being sarcastic. Okay, so I wanted to remember Niall, his behavior, his face, his literally everything and have it all in one place so I made a fan account of him. It went by the name "niallhoranismyeverything", but it seemed too cheesy so I changed it to "niallhsbae". 

A literal stranger, messaged me after seeing my posts asking me was I okay, etc. At first, if I'm being honest, I felt happy that someone cared? Truly. Without knowing who I am, or for my fame. It felt nice.

It came to the point where I admitted I kind of knew Niall. I didn't say how and I gave my everything to be careful, not to say too much so he doesn't suspect something.

But then I started getting suspicious. He said his name is Daniell, while he has one picture of a dog in flowers on his account. I didn't want to tell him my real name, so I said my name was Henry. He immediately voiced out that he doesn't think that's my real name. Then I told him I don't think 'Daniell' is his real name either.

The real reason I feel suspicious about him is because I feel like I know who it is, but then in the next moment the feeling goes away and makes me feel dumb to even think that I could know who a stranger on Instagram is? It seems ridiculous. 

Then, a sudden 'ding' from my phone took me back to the reality. I quickly grabbed my phone and unlocked it, seeing the notification is from none other than 'Daniell'.

daniellojames: hmph. why would i lie about my name? tf

me: i don't know? maybe because you want to hide your identity? or you're just scared of someone so you used a fake name to see what certain someone is doing and how's doing

daniellojames: what? wtf? why would i do that? you're creeping me out fr now dude

me: tell me, are you or were you in a relationship?

daniellojames: ...

daniellojames: why does it matter tf it's my personal life

me: just answer my question. is it that hard?

Honestly, I felt bad for maybe falsely accusing him. I'm not 100% sure he's lying, but I feel like he knew Niall. And I have to find out more about this guy. Something about him is just weird.

daniellojames: ...yes i was.

me: how long were you two together?

daniellojames: too long for you to count it on your fingers on both hands :] now if u excuse me, i gotta sleep. goodnight, H.

me: oh. okay. goodnight.

me: N.

me: shit, sorry wanted to write D. good night, Daniell.

I put down my phone and closed my eyes. Did I seriously almost fucking called him Niall?

I'm really going crazy.

•••

I felt someone poking my shoulder and rubbing it gently. I groaned and slowly opened my eyes, Louis coming into my vision. He smiled at me when he saw me awoke, sitting beside me gently.

"Good morning, Haz." He said and the nickname right away stabbed me right in the heart. He seemed to notice and quickly apologized, "Sorry. Harry." He seemed saddened by my reaction but quickly smiled again.