Light [Ethan Dolan]

•chapter 17•

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I woke up to see him sleeping peacefully on the other side of his bed. His legs and arms were tangled up in grey bed sheet covers. I smiled to myself as I thought about how I was here with him. I tried convincing him to let me sleep on the floor, but he just didn't take no for an answer.

The guy literally picked me up from the floor, and laid me next to him. It wasn't uncomfortable, in fact it was really comfortable. The whole night I could feel his body heat radiating off of him and onto me. He didn't do anything perverted, for Ethan was a gentleman the whole night.

I could feel a smile rising up to my cheeks as I thought about it. "Why you smiling princess?" A deep husky voice murmured. I quickly snapped out of my thoughts to see Ethan grinning down at me. One of his hands laying on the pillow and the other grabbing my waist, and pulling my body closer to his.

It wasn't so close where I could touch his chest without trying. It was a good close, and my heart was beating rapidly because of it. "I was just thinking about something." I responded quirkily. "What were you thinking about?" Ethan wrapped both his arms around me.

The blood rushed to my cheeks, and I knew I was turning bright red. It's like my brain just decided to stop working because I couldn't come up with a small, harmless lie at the moment. "I was- I was thinking about us last night. I- ugh crap. God forgive my stupid mouth." I groaned as the words couldn't come easily out of my lips.

"I won't judge Hailey. What is it?" Ethan gave me a small reassuring smile. That smile was all I needed to calm me down. "I'm just glad I came here to visit you. You make me feel things I've never felt before E." I could feel his eyes on me. I looked anywhere, but those two green eyes. I knew it, that wasn't a very smart thing to say.

"I feel the same way Hails." Ethan replied grabbing my small hand in his big one gently. I finally got the courage to look up at his big green orbs, and saw him smiling at me tenderly. "You do?" I questioned him. I couldn't believe it, I've never met someone who actually felt the same way about me. Especially someone who was cute, charming, smart, goofy, and funny. All the traits I find WAY too attractive in guys.

Ethan grabbed me by the waist again, and pulled my body closer to his. Our chests were lightly touching each others and his other hand reached towards my cheek. He crashed his perfect lips onto my pink ones, and gave me a small but amazing kiss. We pulled away shortly, and I could feel myself craving more.

He stared into my eyes, almost as if he were searching for something. I responded by putting my body on top of his, and kissing his lips once again. His hands found my waist as I straddled him. I laid my hands onto his chest as our tongues danced with each other's. Ethan's arms wrapped around me and brought my body closer to his. Once we finally pulled away I remained in the same position I was in. I awkwardly got off of him, and stood up on the floor.

"You want pancakes? Pancakes sound like da bomb right now." A small cheesy smile made its way to my face again, as Ethan stared at me adoringly form the bed. He sat up, the blankets falling off his body to reveal his olive skin chest, and the grey sweatpants he put on last night.

I wore one of his white merch hoodies to bed. Ethan looked my body up and down, a small smirk reaching his slightly chapped lips. Ethan stood up, his chin high as he walked towards me. I could feel myself get more nervous the closer he got to me. He stood behind me, and wrapped his arms around my waist. He moved my hair to one side of my head before he lightly kissed my neck.

I bit my lip holding in something I've never knew I could do before. "You're perfect Hailey. Now come on, let it out for me." Ethan's lips found my sweet spot, and I couldn't control the small moan that slipped out.

Ethan's lips stopped, and I could feel his small smile on my neck. "So, pancakes?" Ethan grinned at me as he headed for the door. I stood in the same spot speechless, until I finally got the courage to go downstairs to make pancakes.

I reached the kitchen, and found Ethan pulling things out of the pantry. His arms reached for something high on one of the shelves, and I could see his muscles tense up as he did so. I swiftly licked my lips before braking contact with his biceps, and onto the stove.

"Let me help you girlfriend." Ethan chuckled lightly as I stirred the batter with spoon. I looked up at him with a confused look. I pushed his chest with my hand, until his body hit the back of the wall lightly. "Just because we locked lips doesn't make me your girlfriend sugar." I brought my hand down his chest, and looked him dead in the eyes with a tiny smirk before walking back to my spot, and continuing to cook the pancakes.

I was met with silence, as Ethan stood in the same spot probably trying to process what happened. I didn't even know I could do that. I guess Ethan brings out the crazy in me, let's hope this somewhat "relationship" of ours isn't the same thing.

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