You Can Only Hurt Me Once [NamKook]

six

I wasn't usually impatient.

I had no problem waiting for packages to arrive or waiting for someone in a car while they go get something from a store.

But now that I was looking forward to something happening after we released our album, I couldn't stand the wait.

The whole time I sat with Namjoon-hyung, producer-hyung-nim, and Suga-hyung, all I could think about was when Joon-hyung caught those little crabs in the Philippines.

I remember seeing how fascinated he was with the colorful ones and how impressed he was by the white ones that blended in with the beach.

He told Jin-hyung he didn't know which ones he liked better because they were both uniquely amazing.

And I started to wonder if that's how he saw us...if that's how he saw me. Uniquely different. Unique. Worth it.

I know he sees us as talented people with different specialties. And he sees us as family, like brothers. I love him for that, because he not only sees us that way, but he treats us that way as well.

"Joon-hyung," I shook him and crouched next to his bed. "Namjoon-hyung."

"Hm," he mumbled raising his arm and crossing it over his face.

I smiled, "Can I stay with you?"

After a pause, he let out a tired breath and moved over.

I lifted the covers and laid next to him on my side, facing Taehyung hyung's side of the room.

I closed my eyes and got comfy, then his arm fell over my waist and I was out like a light.

I woke up the next morning, feeling fingers in my hair and air on my cheek.

I let it continue for a few minutes then opened my eyes.

Joon-hyung smiled at me and kept playing with my hair. I smiled back, but I felt like I looked loopy.

He chuckled and his voice cracked. I thought it was cute, but I kept quiet.

"Morning," he supplied.

I rolled my eyes and looked to the clock, "It's past morning."

"Yeah, you slept through SeokJin-hyung's famous egg rolls."

"Aw, why didn't you wake me up?" I reached up and lightly smacked his cheek.

"Yah, is that any way to treat your Hyung?"

I laughed and turned onto my side, "I don't know. No one ever really cared before. Never been taught or disciplined."

I felt him press harder against my body, but it was only for a second. His arms must be tired.

"You aren't making it easy for me to say no, Kook."

I felt my eyes widen and I tilted my head so I could see his face.

His eyes were closed and lips slightly parted. His tongue darted out and then he bit his bottom lip. "Um...we...should go. I'm sure Tae's already waiting for everyone else, too."

"Yeah," I whispered. That's right, we had practice today.

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Sorry it's so short. My ideas have been kinda slow lately and I think this is a good place to leave off 😁

Love you guys, thanks for reading~~