You Can Only Hurt Me Once [NamKook]

sept

It was nice out today. Joon Hyung decided to stop at a bridge we were passing and take his daily update photos.

A cute dog was playing with him and I snapped a few personal pictures on my phone. It wouldn't seem weird later since I always took photos of my hyungs. Besides, the dog was cute, and Joon-hyung's smile was gorgeous, so Jin-hyung would appreciate the photo.

Maybe Tae would tell me what I don't want to hear.

"This is how it started with Jimin." I can hear his low voice in the back of my head and it makes me sigh. Because, I know. I know what started my feelings for Jimin-hyung.

The first personal photo of Jimin I ever took...I fell into his eyes. I lost myself just looking at the picture and telling myself that no one else could see him through my eyes. And even now, I still think Jimin is one of the best looking guys I know.

But, Joon-hyung has his charms too, things that set him apart from Jimin (and even Mr. Worldwide Handsome).

Joon-hyung's dimples and smile were so unique, as well as the way he looked with wet hair. And he doesn't wear sleeveless shirts often, but he looks nice when he does.

He's the scholarly type and it's attractive the way he portrays it. It's one of those things that only certain people can do, and Namjoon is one of those people.

So, maybe I would fall for him the same way...but just knowing him, I know he'd take care of me.

The next morning, I woke up in my own bed- alone, cold, and annoyed.

I was used to Namjoon-hyung being smushed to my side and sharing his warmth. I was used to waking up to smiles and now all there was was a wall in front of me.

I sighed and got more comfy. Maybe I could go back to sleep until Namjoon-hyung comes back from the States.

I was proud that he was getting to collaborate with other artists, but they took my snuggle buddy!

Another sigh left me and I opened my eyes. No one was in the room. Strange.

I reached for my phone and checked the time. Maybe they were all eating.

I pushed myself out of bed and went to the bathroom. After that, I headed towards the kitchen.

No one. Weird. Since Joon was gone, we had the next few days to ourselves, so... maybe they all went out or something. But it was really early, what stores would be open?

Maybe they went down to the gas station for milk or something.

I shrugged and moved towards the living room. Tv sounded entertaining enough.

My eyes were focused on my feet as I entered the room, watching to make sure I stayed off the squeaky floorboards.

But, once I looked up, I froze.

Jimin and Taehyung were cuddled up on the couch. They were obviously naked and only a blanket covered the both of them.

I sighed and went back to the kitchen. Jin-hyung had Netflix on his tablet and he charged it next to the coffee pot.

A few days passed, slowly, and I mostly slept through them. I wasn't really hungry or bored or even excited for anything. It was just a bleh week.

Yoongi hyung noticed and took me to his Genius space a couple times. He said he was getting annoyed at how quiet it was, but I quickly figured out he was worried about me.

He made sure I ate and didn't let me sleep the day away. We even made a better jingle for the orange growing company. We both agreed their current jingle was weak-sauce.