Forbidden Love

Chapter Five

Taylor and Sean kept staring at Cameron and I with wide eyes and dropped jaws. They couldn't believe that I was doing that with him.

"Guys, I can explain everything", I said, putting my shirt back on. Cameron did the same and sat up. His face had a hint of embarrassment on it. Taylor and Sean waited for me to explain. I didn't really have an explanation. Why didn't I tell him no? Did I enjoy this? Did I want this to happen?

"Well, explain", Sean said, looking around his room and groaning in disgust.

"Well, the first time we did it, I was knocked out. Cameron gave me something to drink and I drank it. I felt dizzy then I blacked out. I don't know why we did it the second time", I explained. I kept looking at Cameron for support but he was way too embarrassed to look up at my friends.

"Don't blame Emily for this. it was all my fault", Cameron joined in. I felt proud of him for taking blame for something he did. "She was going to leave but then I stopped her. Don't blame her for any of this". I smiled. I actually felt proud of him. Sean and Taylor sighed then left. I could tell they were still annoyed with me. I looked over at Cameron. He smiled at me and I felt relief.

"Aren't your parents going to be mad about this mess?" I asked. Cameron laughed and wrapped me in a hug. I felt the warmth of his body and it felt comforting. I looked at the mess all around the room and started to clean it up. Cameron laughed some more and started to help me. We made eye contact when our hands touched. He smiled and I blushed then looked at the floor. After the mess was cleaned up, I grabbed my stuff, said goodbye to Cameron, then went home.

"Man, it's almost dark out already", I said to myself. I walked through the door and saw Taylor and Sean waiting for me. They did not look happy.

"Hey guys", I greeted. They didn't say anything. They followed me to my room and Sean shut the door behind them.

"Look guys, I didn't know I had sex with him", I explained.

"We just don't want you getting hurt", Taylor replied. Sean nodded in agreement. I sighed. I understood where they were coming from. A few hours past of Sean, Taylor and I talking and it was already time for bed. I got ready for bed and went to sleep. The next morning I was excited to see Cameron again after his party. I got ready for school and ran out the door. I started my walk to school when I heard people talking. It sounded like Cameron, his friends and some girls. Must be their girlfriends. I wonder why Cameron didn't invite me. I am his girlfriend after all. At least I think I am. I walked past Cameron and his friends, but Cameron didn't even look at me. He was busy with some girl he was kissing and flirting with.

"Wow babe, you're really good at this. I'm so glad you're my girlfriend', he said to her. My heart froze and my legs stopped moving. I walked back to Cameron, who stared at me with regret and shock in his eyes. The girl kept giving me a dirty looks but I ignored her. I looked at Cameron with tear filled eyes.

"Emily......I", he began. I broke down in tears. My heart shattered like glass. I ran all the way to school with my heart dying inside me. My friends were right. I got my heartbroken by Cameron.