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Dear Richie,

My life has become a living hell. Now that you and Angelika are official, the rest of the losers club allow her to sit with us at lunch and go with us to the Quarry. I don't want to seem selfish telling you that i want to hang out just the two of us like before. I don't want to make it seem like i don't like Angelika. I don't want to make it seem like i am jealous of her. I don't want to make it seem like I've falling head over heels for you.... but its hard

Whenever you and her are together, i feel like my heart has been ripped from my chest. It hurts seeing you happier with her than when you're with me. It hurts thinking about you and i together when you've probably haven't even thought of it a second of your life. But hey, at least you're having the life you've always dreamed of. Im glad you are, even if your happiness is slowly killing me. Even if you are making my life way more stressful and depressing than it already is, just know I'm never leaving your side, I'll always be here with you. Even if I am only seeing the darkness, at least you are seeing color. Live your life, even if i mean nothing to it anymore...

Love,
Eddie ( the unwanted )

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