Dear Richie

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Dear Richie,

After we had our magical moment, the rest was all a blur. I woke up and I realized I stayed over your house. I was curled up with you, your arms were wrapped around me. Your head layed on my shoulder and I could see all of the freckles that covered your cheeks and nose. I smiled at you as you snored, you looked like an angel. I didn't want to wake you so I layed my head against your chest. You moved you arm and layed it on my head and you put your fingers through my hair. I looked up at you and smiled, I couldn't be happier!

We realized what time it was and rushed up to get ready for school. I got all my things and left your house before my mom noticed I wasn't house last night. I couldn't stop smiling all day, I just couldn't believe we kissed and cuddled. I've had a crush on you since I first met you and knowing this isn't a dream gave my butterflies.

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I opened my bedroom window and entered without my mother hearing me. I made it downstairs and sat down to eat breakfast. My mom looked curious and seemed to be thinking about something. She was about to say something but she soon turned away and watched the news on the tv. I wanted to know what it was but it was best if I didn't, I don't want to ruin my already amazing day.

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I got to school and I was looking for you. I was wondering if you'd come from behind me and scare me then kiss me passionately on the lips like in the movies but then I started to wonder... are we even dating?
I mean we kissed and all but we never made it official. I saw Angelika while walking to my locker and she didn't look too good. Her eyes were all red and puffy and she was in a desperate need of sleep. She looked at me but she didn't say anything. She seemed broken and unstable.

"You okay?" I asked her. She looked at me and then back to the floor, walking away.

I felt really bad for her and I knew how she felt, being heart broken by a beautiful boy. I turned around and saw you in front of my locker.

"Hey Eds", you said with a smirk.

"Hey rich".

I wanted to know if we were dating but I didn't know how to say it. Before I could think a way to say it I blurt it all out.

"Are we dating", I asked,and turned red when I realized what I just said.

"Only if you want to, I wouldn't want to rush things or make you uncomfortable. Let me know when you are ready", you said. I couldn't believe I was able to meet such an incredible boy as you.

"I'd love to be with you, more than a friend", I said as my face turned a light shade of red. You grabbed my hand and pulled me in for a kiss. Everyone around us paused and gasped. You smiled in between the kiss and pulled back slowly.

"Eds, will you be my amazing boyfriend, please?"

Everyone gasped once again and awed all around us. There were a few ewes and complaining but I couldn't care less.

"Yes, I definitely want to be yours and only yours. The fact this is happening and this isn't a dream makes me want to live this moment forever", I said with the brightest smile. We slowly walked away from the crowd and you walked me to class. Our hands were linked together as we walked through the hall. You gave me a kiss goodbye on my cheek and I walked into my class. You waited for me to go in like a mother on their child's first day of school. I was a bit embarrassed but grateful. I thought you might pretend not to care or like nothing happened between us but he fact that you did care and you didn't care what people said about it made me love you even more.

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I sat in class waiting for the bell to ring so school can finally be over. I wanted to see you again and cuddle you and kiss you all over. (Oh god I sound like those cheesy girlfriends). Anyway, as soon as the bell rang all of the students rushed out of the classroom. I saw you standing outside the class waiting for me and smiling as you finally saw my face. You put your arm around me and we walked towards the lockers.

"Hey rich, Have you see Angelika? She isn't looking to good", I said randomly.

"Yeah I know. I wanted to hang out with you after school but is it alright if I can go check on her and apologize? I don't want her to feel sad and I want to see how she has been".

"Of course, don't worry about it. She seems unstable and I think going is a good idea", I said and took you by the hand as we walked out of school.

"I'll see you later?", I asked.

"Absolutely", you said and walked away towards Angelika's house. I watched you walk away and slowly made my way towards my own house. I tried not to worry to much, after all I knew we would hang out another time.

I walked to my room and did my homework. I took a while to do it since focusing was harder ever since you came into my life.

Love,
Eddie (the calm lover)

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A/n

I'm so sorry I haven't been updating. I've been busy and I have writers block. The next chapter is going to contain triggering and disturbing content so beware :P