Changing for the Worst

Changing for the Worst Chapter 5-Sticking together

Recap of ch.3

Thats it stella do this get over you fear and say who u r" i thought to myself " Your Stella Potter a person with feelings with an eating disorder" i thought to myself this didn't matter anymore. "Im Stella..."

Chapter 5:

I looked around seeing a lot of shocked faces. I heard everything everybody said.

" thats stella? Omg she was way prettier last year"

"oh gosh what the hell happened to her!?"

" Stella? How could it be? Yea she wore makeup last year but this is a total change!"

I smiled cuz i thought ppl didn't like me last year

"i like to listen to music nd read on my free time...."

silence can in as i remembered that we had to say what we did this summer. I looked down at the picture that i drew of my mothers funeral tears began to form.

"what i did this summer.....*silence* my mom died."

As i said this my voice cracked my tears began stronger i could stand to look at ppl in the eyes so i looked down. I help up the picture and for this day i was glad i had waterproof makeup on. When i was done i made my fringe/bangs cover my eyes so NO ONE can see them. I got back to see that James was sitting on the seat next to me, his arms open wide for a hug an as he wanted I hugged him, crying on his shoulder. I've loved this kid my whole life because he was always there for me.

"Im so sorry.You should of told me. I would of been there for u. Like always"

i love how even through my change this kid hasn't judged me today was he's first day of school. I could feel he was moving my teased,

choppy layered hair away from my face so i could cry.

"Haha i know and im sorry"

"dont be. Your my best friend"

The rest of the kids went nd me and James kept talking non-stop laughing our heads off,he made me forget about my mother.

"Ok class I'm so glad we got to meet each other, i have your seating assignments right here"

We sat in tables for 2 people I thankfully was assigned to seat with James. School was done!!! Thank goodness! As i went to get my stuff to my locker i see the news of who the 'new' emo girl is. Stares came upon me, i open my locker and there was a stack of notes for me.i just put them in my bag. And went home.

----Jakes P.O.V----

I knew it!!!! I knew that was my stella. I'm so happy that i finally know its her Stella is my middle school sweet heart. I dont know what to do to get her back, go up to her and say 'hey i knew it I knew you were stella you know how? Cuz i love you and i would never forget u' wait that doesnt sound half bad. Great I'll do it tomorrow

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