Changing for the Worst

Chaning for the Worst Chapter 20-Out

Chapter 20

Recap: Please dont leave me.

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James POV.

Emotinally, physically and mentally i wasn't ok. I never starved but i was drugged in the food I ate. Emma is such a good friend for trying to find Stella. But for never giving up she saved 2 lifes! Emma came earlier in the days , she begged to talk to stella but either,stella didn't want anyone to visit her or she just wasn't capable to get visits.

When we got here i begged the nurses to not separate us but stella had a NDE(near death experience) so she needed to go to the ER. Her lips had blood stained on them, her body was pale like snow, her body wasn't even a body it was a skeleton, I wanted to hug her. I wanted to save her. But i was just as week as she was.

I got out of the hospital on my 18th birthday October 28th. 1 year in that hell hole. 7 months in the hospital who would know i needed THAT much recovery. But apparently Stella had it worse, she starved, she got drugged, she got rapped, of course I was to. She was weak, she almost died.

But she didn't, and we were saved and thats what matters.

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Stella's POV

Life gave me a second chance or is this the 3rd? I dont know but at least i know I wont be raped or drugged or afraid of what ill be eating. I told the nurses to not let anyone and I mean ANYONE in to see me.

They say theres a young gentleman asking to see me, say hi to me. But i tell them to tell him that I'm not capable. Obviously i wasn't, but i don't want James to see me.

Id flinch if he touched me and he'd feel bad. I barely let the doctors touch me!!

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So ive been in the hospital for let me see 2 years? Yeah 2. Still i haven't seen James, or Emma, My 'parents', Jenny..... Jenny, the girl i grew up to know, the girl I grew up to call my baby sister, my best friend, all to find out she wasn't anything of mine.

It was the same excuse when anyone wanted to see me. The nurses would say 'We're sorry but Stella Potter is not capable to talk to anyone' but apperently the visitors would stay for 1-2 days. What hurt me the most was that he came.

Flashback:

Boy: Hello I came to see Stella Potter?

Nurse: may i ask ur name?

Boy:Jake

Nurse: and are you related to stella..... Or---

Boy:Im her boyfriend

Nurse: well she hasn't been able to talk to ANYONE let me see how she's doing right now. *Smiles**calls the nurse in stella's room*

*Boy waits*

Nurse: im sorry it seems like Miss.Potter isn't capable of visitors.

---In Stella's room.Still flasback---

Nurse: Ma'am a boy named Jake wants to come in and see you?

Jake ? "No please no? Please don't let him hurt me!?" i could feel tears coming down. My hands were grabbing on to the bed sheets so hard. I started kicking , screaming to not get him close to me.

"Leave me! Please don't let him hurt me!" i screamed and screamed. Kicked and pulled. But as much as I wanted... the fact that my boyfriend raped me instead of saving me will never go away.

The nurses got close to put me down, to calm me, but to me they all looked like Madyson, Jacob, Jake and all the other people who came in to have sex with me or James. After 5 mins i heard the intercom call ' Emergency! Doctor Walter please come to room 213B. Doctor Walter to room 213B NOW!'

"Stella please Calm down! Stella!!!!' one of nurses who was holding me down yelled over my voice so i could hear her.

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Doctor Walter and 2 other nurses came in and gave me something to calm down. But other than that Tomorrows the day i leave this place.

"Um Stella?" Nurse Jeanette asked, looking curious.She's helping me pack for tomorrow. My clothes that my parents brought me before.

"Wats up Jeanette" i turned around looking at her curious. yeah me and this nurse became pretty tight the past 2 years. No! Not that way we're friends.

"What are you gonna do? I mean when you leave?"

"Um... I don't know? Imma go to my parents home and take my car they bought me for my 15th day .but i need them to not be there." i said turning back to fold the clothes.

"We're really gonna miss you." she sounded sad.

I laughed silently, remembering how hard it must have been for the doctors and nurses for taking care of me when i had seizures. "Yeah. The girl who always freaked out and had to be at the hospital for 2 years... Im sorry" i said quietly but loud enough for her to hear.

"Hey dont be so hard on urself! You had a tough time, besides you had a NDE... But ur alive! And beautiful than when we found you!"

"Guess your right." i yawn. Looking at the clock it read 11:10. "Make a wish"i whispered, jeanette heard and stayed looking at the clock.

11:11. I closed my eyes and made my wish. ...I wish to get through life not afraid of getting hurt again. To find the love i've been waiting for and be happy.

"R u gonna want us to call ur parents to tell them to come pick you up?"

"No. " I could feel my eyes widen. "I mean... Ima take a bus to my aunts house."

"Please Stella i've known u for 2 years... The truth?"

"Fine. I dont want ANYONE knowing ima leave tomorrow. Please tell the receptionist to not call them?"

"Okay. Haha get some sleep. you need it."

After 2 years im leaving. I wont be safe anymore. My love... James? Im gonna miss him. It's time to leave. I cant believe im 18 already. And i didn't even finish school. I'll have to do that later.

~~~~(A/N) HEY GUYS!! So 1)Thanks to everyone who reads this story.

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