Changing for the Worst

Changing for the Worst Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Recap:"becuz .... i love you" he said quietly, i could HARDLY hear.

"now why didnt you.... Wait what did you say?" i was confused

"Huh? Nothing."

"no you said you love me?"

He looked down and back at me."Yeah. Thats why I..."

But before he finished I ran off. Not knowing where to go. He loved me? My best friend loved me? What the hell is going on in the world?

I was turned around, looking at the eyes that saved me from Jacob.

"Listen I love you. Im not afraid to say it. I LOVE YOU Stella Potter."

"Actually its Stella Roberts." i said chuckling. Looking at his confused face."Yeah I'm married to Jake and we're having a kid." i lied putting my hand on my belly.

"Wh-what?" his eyes widen and I bursted out laughing. His hands fell of my shoulders and he looked sad.

"Im joking." i said softly picking up his face with my fingers. Eyes to eyes I could see he truly does love me, but do I love him? Is that why i didnt have the same feelings for Jake anymore? Because I didnt know what I had until I lost it? I lost James for 2 years and I never missed him as much as I did.

"I-I- i love you too" i said silently ,looked down then to his face. I leaned in slowly. I never really had my true first kiss, so i didnt know what to do. James sensed that and stopped from leaning in.

"Are you sure? I don't want to rush into things"

" what the hell do you think we'll do" i giggled." besides we've known each other for 15 years I wont regret being with you.... at all" i smiled looking at his yummy full lips.

We leaned in. Our lips going perfectly I didn't need to know what to do I just did it. We last 10 minutes just kissing softly then a total makeout session . His hand traveled down to my waist where he gripped on hard as If i were to vanish again. He lips moved to my Jaw line then to my neck one of his hand choked my neck softly just like Jacob's did.

As his hand on my neck got tighter images of Jacob almost raping me came in my head. I started tearing up as I looked at the sky. I put both my hands on James' chest and pushed him as I hard as I could and fell to the floor, leaning my back on the wall of the building, putting my knees up to my chest. He looked confuse and got closer to me.

I flinched at his touch on my arm, in the middle of cries i said "pls don't hurt me. I can pay you. Just pls don't hurt me." i put my head on my crossed arms.

---Jacobs P.O.V---

did she think I was Jacob? Those are almost the same words she said to him before he almost raped her.

"Stella?" i said softly she instantly flinched at the touch of my hands.

I grabbed her face both my hands softly saying "Stella look at me."

She searched my eyes and instantly threw her arms around my neck "Im sorry James. Im so sorry"tears falling down her beautiful face.

"What do you mean your sorry?" i cupped her chin and kissed her forehead.

She smiled slightly, her tears drying up. "Thank You for saving me"

I kissed her again.

I looked at my phone, shit! 2:30am Davids gonna be home some drunk and if im not in the bathroom cutting, his gonna fucking hurt me.

Yes i cut, but i dont do it cuz I want to. I do it cuz i have to, well also cuz i want to let all the pain out of me. i dont love cutting but if it keeps the pain away then I will do it.

"Stella I have to go." i stood up ready to leave.

"Will I ever see you?" her eyes looking at me with sadness.

"You act like we just met, and I'll leave you" i winked before I ran off.

"WAIT---" her voice was cut off by the distance.

When I got home, there he was, waiting for me. I shut the door as quiet as I could.

"James" His deep cold evil voice called to me. "Don't you hear I'm calling you!" his voice got louder as he turned to me. I stayed silent. "ANSWER ME GOD DAMIT!!!!!"

"I-I-I I'm--" i was cut off but his tight hold, he started dragging me downstairs.

"Now You know the drill." i nodded and as I was told.

---Stella's P.O.V---

I can not believe I JUST made out with MY bestFriend! I probably sound like a middle schooler but i haven't felt like thins since i was first with jake.

SHIT Jake. I have to call him. I was just about to walk into the living room when i heard sobs.

"We cant let here find out by him Tom." it sounded like my mom (Adoptive)

"Julia she has to find out some day or another."

"WHY CANT SHE NEVER FIND OUT?!!" the sobs of Julia got louder.

"It better if stella finds out now. That way it wont hurt her when he tells her."

Me stella? Stella the old 'emo' girl,Stella?

"No Tom please dont make me"

"Julia Im done with this she has to know"

Know? Know what? Whats going on? Am i in some kind of trouble?

----(A/N) Oooooo whats the secret between Julia and Tom that stella has to know SO MUCH?? An who do Julia and tom mean by 'Him'?? And can you Guys Help Me Promote My Story? PLEASE?!----