Changing for the Worst

Changing for the Worst Chapter 9- No Stella forget it

Chapter 9

---id like to dedicate this story to my friend VanessaMartinez9 for encouraging me to keep writing. Go read her stories, as soon as she posts them. They are awesome trust me!---

---Stella's P.O.V---

I looked around people laughing, pointing, cameras' flashing . I couldnt take it anymore I had to run I had to get out.I ran crying wishing i never existed. I felt an hand hold my arm

"Stella...." i turn around to find no other than...Jake. He looks sad, but i know he's the one who planned this.

At the side his friends were taking pictures,laughing how could he. He knew i was just hurt by my moms death why would he hurt me even more?

"No...." i whispered trying to hold back the tears. "No Jake. You hurt me... Again" i kept whispering holding back my tears.

I was released and i ran to the bathrooms, to cry to myself. I soon as i got there i went and locked myself in a stall. A shadow appeared right outside the stall, my eyes

Were to blurry to see who feet they were, they were deffinetly not a girls this were bigger.

"Stella?" the door opens as i clean my eyes."Stella? STELLA! What-wat are you doing?" I looked up to see...James. "Stella why? Why do this to yourself?" he looked at my sad as he held my arm.

Looking down I saw i still had the razor in my hand with blood. I wasn't like everyone just doing straight lines. I wrote words like 'why?' 'ugly' 'fat' i worte things i've been called my WHOLE life. I wanted help. I had scars all over my arms,legs everywhere.

"Im sorry." i said with tear still in my eyes.

"Stelly why? I thought you said you'd never do this. I stopped for you. Stop for me." James was looking at me with sadness in his eyes.

---James' P.O.V---

I just saw my best friend, the girl I love, cutting herself. Why would she do it? Ugh. You know the answer captain obvious.

"Stelly why? I thought you said you'd never do this. I stopped for you. Stop for me." i begged her.I had to get her to stop before she has the horrible thoughts of... No james dont think that. Not now.

"James I cant. I-I dont wanna be here anymore I nver wanted people to know who the new 'emo' girl was. I knew they were gonna act like this!" she bursted out crying i couldn't take it anymore but throw my arms around her forgetting the food she had all over her.In complete silence we just sat there. I could hear her crying. I could feel her heart beating fast, her breathing fast trying to catch air. "I dont want this anymore James" She whispered loud enough for me to hear.

"Stella Im here for you and you know so I'll be your body guard i wont let anyone get close to you.I promise just pls don't keep doing this. Please." I begged. I hated seeing madyson throw the food at her I wanted her to stop, i wanted to punch her in face even though she was a girl.

"James i need to get out of these clothes Im starting to stick and get sticky." She chuckled.

"Yeah. Sure. Um do you want me to bring you something?"

"Yes. Please. Um go to my locker, im my backpack i have an extra shirt bring it to me oh and my makeup bag. Ima go to the gym locker rooms and take a shower."

"kay." As i was about to run i realized idk her locker combo. Or how I was gonna give her her clothes."Um 2 things. 1. Im no wizard so idk you combo. And 2. How are you gonna get you shirt from me?"

"Oh yea. Um locker combo is 24-65-97-10 and your a wiz in sneaking in place just sneak in and ill tell u then where to leave me my shirt."

"Kay. Oh and Stella?" i looked at her with a sierouse face.

"Yeah?" she looked at me confused.

"Give me the razor. And dont do it anymore?"

She handed me the razor that still had blood stains on it " Fine here. And I promise." she cracked a small smile at me.

---Stella's P.O.V---

James took my razor away. I'm glad, i think i could have done something worse than just writing 'leave me' on my arm. I went to the girls locker room to shower and take all the food off of my hair. I realized i still had my contacts on so i took them off, seeing my eyes in the mirror, my mothers dark brown eyes made me think 'am I bad luck? Did I make a bad choice changing my prospective? No Stella Everybody changes, maybe not now but later. You choice to change now.'

I went in the shower, turned the cold water on, trying to wash all the bad thoughts away. The memory of Jake and Madyson being together came by my head.

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