Soulless life

EmoShin

I am sorry this chapter took so long guys having internet problems and was forced to publish this on my phone instead of my laptop. You wouldn't believe how frustrating it is to type it on word then transfer it onto wattpad's phone app. Anyway enjoy and please give feedback if you believe there is anything that need improving.
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Phoenix’s P.O.V

I feel cold, like I’m in a place that doesn’t contain warmth. A place that’s dark and void of all things. And when I open my eyes I see this dark space, this void. At first, I was rather shocked by where I am, but when I sat up I notice a glowing person standing in front of me he looked exactly like me but slightly distorted. We both stared at each for a few moments before I asked the person a question.

Phoenix: Where am I?

???: We are inside the void known as consciousness. This space is of your creation and this is where I reside.

I look at it before asking.

Phoenix: So, who are you then?

???: Who am I? I… am you.

Phoenix: What do you mean me?

???: I am you, well technically I am the embodiment of your emotions. I am all the hatred, anger, happiness, sadness, jealousy, excitement, love every emotion and feeling you experience. I am the entity that you created after countless years of torture to control your emotions from becoming to dangerous. But today I failed to even control myself from the hatred y-we felt and for that I am truly sorry.

I look at this being as he bows to me in apology. I smile while I stand up and look at it before saying.

Phoenix: So, then what should I call you then?

???: I don’t have nor need a name.
Phoenix: You might not need it, but I don’t want to address you as “it”. Hmm. Oh! I know I’ll call you Shin. As in emo-shin. I didn’t think naming you emo would be very good, so I went with Shin it suit you anyway.

Shin: Ok then as of now my name is Shin, it is a pleasure to meet you finally Phoenix.

Phoenix: Like wise Shin. Anyway, why am I here right now? Then last thing remember was when Ironwood was being extremely rude and inconsiderate, then I woke up in this place.

I then place a hand on my chin as I try to recall what happened after that while I pace around the empty void. After a few minutes I turn towards Shin and ask.

Phoenix: Do know by any chance?

Shin: I let your anger grow to rapidly and I couldn’t contain it which made me take over your body temporarily and go on a small rampage. This incident is the reason I said sorry earlier, because while we went berserk we almost hurt a friend.

I raise an eyebrow at what Shin just said. I couldn’t believe that I lost control of my emotions it the point of going berserk. I shake my head and walk over it Shin, placing a hand on his shoulder before saying.

Phoenix: This isn't your fault if anything it’s mine for not having better control of my emotions after all I’m 160 years old, so I should have better control over them. Anyway, is there anything else you need me for?

He shakes his head and I say goodbye for now.

Glynda P.O.V

I’ve come to visit Phoenix in the hospital everyday for the past nine days and during these nine days I even helped the nurses take care of him. I even helped with giving him sponge baths every three days, well only from the waist up I let the nurses handle the rest of him. I felt horrible about how James spoke to him but mostly for the fact that I have had some lingering fear about him and those eyes of anger and hatred he had. But thanks to helping take care of him while he was so venerable helped that that and I started to think he looked rather adorable.
 
Right now, I’m on my way to see him now it’s almost time for his sponge bath. I hope he wakes up soon I want to apologize to him about it. When I arrived at his room I see him already sitting up talking and laughing with the nurse, which for some reason pissed me off. ‘Why am I so pissed off? I should be happy that he is awake, but I feel angrier then I feel happy. I’ll brake those two up for now and apologize to him… yes! That’s exactly what I’ll do.’