24 Weeks Of Knowing Him

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When I'm on my own like this time, I don't like... I mean I hate when people starts coming at me and play nice like they wanna be friend. I know I have to be kind to people and that's maybe the reason why my mom told me to go out to socialize with others but they have tendency to come just when I enjoy my own company and do what makes me happy.

One of the group of the guys who was playing beach soccer comes at me. Nice ugh.

"Can I sit with you?" He asks.

Perfect. Just when I don't want company.

"No." I sharply said

"Why?"

You dumbass if you don't live me alone I'll make you eat the sand who's just under your feet.

"I need to be alone" I snapped at him.

"Why being alone?" He asks again

Which part of I.Wanna.Be.Alone you don't get ?

"Could you please leave me alone I need spaces" I said looking straight at him with threatening eyes and tensing my jaw ~funny fact is we were at the beach not crowded and I said I needed spaces if he don't get that hint he's really stupid. I stay polite but strict, I don't wanna show the level of craziness that I held but if he don't move I'll show him.

"Okay" he said maybe afraid of my stare.

"Bye"

He looks somewhere else then back at me then continue his way.
Just a little minute after that, another guy comes at me.

"Hey ! Could you tell me what time it is?"

"5:45" I said with annoyed voice

"Thanks... but hey could you give me some water I'm so thirsty after playing soccer" he said.

Why in the earth didn't you bring water from your house when you knew exactly that you gotta play soccer and be thirsty???
I look at him ~humm he's cute, perfect jawline, eyebrows and eyelashes on fleek and ugh a lil sweaty but not today boy~. I stared at him for a moment to think about what will be the perfect clap back then gave up.

"Okay" I said rolling my eyes looking back at the bottle of water that I just bought before getting here. Thinking about his mouth on the top of it makes me wanna throw up. "You can have it all"

"Ah. No need I'm good right now. Thanks though"

"No you can have it" I repeated again. I don't wanna tell him that I can't drink in the same bottle after him sticking his mouth on it and maybe leave his saliva in it, you know I still have some politeness in me.

"No it's fine I'm good" he says.

"Okay fine." I snap

"But can I sit with you?" He questions.
I roll my eyes. All of that to end up with that question, boy I saw it coming. Isn't that what you're doing ? Or you're just floating in the air ?

"No." I authoritatively said "I wanna be alone"

"Why ?"

I breath out loudly "because I need to be by myself"

"I can be your friend you know we can sit and talk about things"

"If I needed friend to sit with. I'd bring my friend from home, duh" I quickly said brushing every possibility for him to sit with me " but I need to be alone that's why I came here alone and here you are bothering my peace moment"

Sorry not sorry but I need to make it clear. I don't need friends maybe yes but not right now, I don't need people to come and talk to me not right now. Making friend mode is off, no need to try I just want them to leave. Period.