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It's really red like chilly. It looks like he was high on something. I can be sure that he didn't smoke weed because he was always with us. What happen to him? I need fo get out of here immediately but how ? He was on me and he's stronger than me.

"CHRIS PLEASE STOP" I said again "YOU'RE HURTING ME"

"I know you want it babe don't play hard on me" he says

He was laying on me and I can't breath normally because he was pressing my stomach. My heart beat faster and faster and I try hardly to breath but nothing. I can't fully full my lungs. I don't know how it is to die suffocated but all I know right now is that it's hard.
I fight back again but he held both my hands up and kissed me savagely. He disgusts me. I'm trying to move to flip him out of me but fail lamentably. I feel him right now. I feel him hard under me and now I'm panicking more than before.

"Christopher please stop it" I start crying

"I'm always finishing what I start" he said

"Please don't hurt me" I plea.

He was reaching for something in the left side and I try to get out of his grip but he pushed me back who makes my head bounce on his bed from the fall and he tied my hand to something when he was sitting on my belly.

"Please Christopher stop. PLEASE Please please" I plea crying

He made wrong move and balance to the right side and I use this occasion to try to kick him but he was back stronger immobilizing my feet.

"Don't kick me like that" he said.

He kissed me again but I turn my head, presses his lips on my neck and go down licking and sucking every part that his mouth reach.

"You're mine" he let hear. "You like it huh?"

I couldn't say a word, my throat was burning I was exhausted of fighting then a force out of nowhere came to me and I moved violently to get over him. I was hoping that it will help me but still no chance.

"Fierce huh. I like it"

It reminds me of Happy. They are the same, why I was agreeing to come here? Why did I even kissed him back ?
He slides his pants and boxer with it and unbuttoned my pants

"No no no please" I beg "I don't want that"

"You wanted it that's why you were coming here"

Getting my pants and underwear off, not totally but partly. I was still fighting to not make it happen but after long minutes of fight I was tired, my body didn't work normally, it didn't get any response from my brain and he won. He slide in me, go back and forth three times. I couldn't move. It was like someone changed me in statue of stone and I didn't fight back anymore. It was like I was unconscious but was conscious at the same time. I can't believe that he's doing that to me, I can't believe that I let it happen.

"At least don't let it in" that's what I find to say. I don't know if he heard me or not but I know that it's the only thing who came from my mouth.

You can judge me for that, you are allowed to say whatever you want to say but what you wanted me to say ? If he took the only precious thing that I have he could have the decency to not get me pregnant...but what? Decency ? He don't even have respect for me to do what he have done.

"I already came" he replies.

His response hits me like a thunder and I couldn't help but cry more than before. It's at this time that he looked at me, now his eyes are clearer, softener than before. The wild person that I saw earlier is now back at his real self or should I say the person he pretend to be.

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