𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 ✧ 𝐝.𝐭.

ride to melrose ; ethan dolan

smut: no

notice: ethan's like 25 in this, okay thank you. :)

inspired by: ride to melrose by charlie puth.

lyric: whole song.

☁️

ethan's pov.

i sit down on the couch.

i open my notebook and flip to a clean sheet.

ride to melrose by ethan dolan.

1/16/2018

i started writing.

my baby left me yesterday, packed her bags and went away.

i'm a cheater.

high heels on the carpet, took my keys and graved her name into my car seat.

she came home from her trip and she found me and a girl fucking.

in her bed.

and that's the last one i let push me around, i said it before but i mean it now.

get me out this city, i just need to clear my mind.

i left her alone after she saw us.

i walked out in the city.

thinking about what i'm about to lose.

i was about to lose my whole world.

i look up and blink to get rid of the tears.

i focus on the piece of paper.

we left this evening, give em' twenty dollars for some gas in boston.

grab a bite but now we're taking off, we're taking off.

when we got to melrose, fifteen nights in april.

we just drank our sorrows, talked about the day we'll have it all.

we found a small bar in the town, we went in and had a couple drinks.

we talked about our future we would have together.

having a family, kids, things that you would want in life.

one shot, one shot for my sorrows, oh.

i got up and walked to our, my table with drinks.

i poured the vodka into the shot glass and drank it.

i took a couple more and sat back down.

power up the white noise, maybe i'll forget her, deep into the morning.

but here's the thing, i will never forget her.

she changed me.

and i hope i changed her.

and right inside this yellow house, i'm reading CD's on the couch.

but it's better than being stranded, nothing but myself in my studio apartment.

i had a friend.

mike ballz.

he'd fit perfectly for this damn song.

i don't think i'm sleeping tonight, something 'bout my stomach doesn't feel right.

i think i was dreaming, but now i know i ain't been sleepin'.

i paused, this has to be a dream.

i never imagined myself cheating on the love of my life.

and some of these days, these feelings stoppin' me from eating.

the pit of my stomach is heavy, i guess that's how it feels when you start to forget me.

uh,
i hope you guys aren't mad at me that i haven't updated in a while.
i had really bad writer's block.
but hey at least i'm back..?
alright, peace.