𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 ✧ 𝐝.𝐭.

all these years ; grayson dolan

smut: uh,

inspired by: all these years by camila cabello.

lyric: the whole song.

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your pov.

as i walk in the store i see him.

grayson.

but with someone else.

we broke up 3 years ago.

he told me he didn't love me anymore.

and the hardest thing is, is that i still love him.

your hair's grown a little longer.

his hair was longer, and blonde.

i stay frozen, i shouldn't have came here.

your arms look a little stronger.

he was wearing his signature tank top.

the same one he broke up with me on that day.

your eyes just as i remember.

i see him look at her. the same way he used to look at me.

your smile's just a little softer.

his smile.

i missed his smile.

his smile lit up my world.

my world's dark now.

and i never prepared for a moment like that.

yeah in a second it all came back, it all came back.

i go to the women's section and try to distract myself.

cause after all these years, i still feel everything when you are near.

i felt someone right beside me.

it was him.

i look at him.

"hey."

how much i missed hearing his voice.

"hey." i look down.

tears threatening to come out.

"grayson! hurry!" a girl's voice called.

he looked up at her.

she was gorgeous.

"i'm trying to look for it!" he said.

he pulled out a shirt and checked the size.

"bye y/n." grayson looked sad.

he looked empty.

"bye." i whispered.

i watch him walk away.

that was probably the last time i going to see him.

i sigh.

and it was just a quick hello and you had to go.

and you probably will never know, you're still the one i'm after all these years.

couldn't help but overhear you, sounds like you're happy with her.

they looked happy.

happier then we were.

but does she kiss you like i kissed you?

i wish i loved you like i miss you.

"thanks gray." i see her kiss his cheek.

he had no emotion.

he looked depressed.

i look away when i see grayson's eyes look at me.

i should go. i thought.

as i put the shirt back on the rack, i bump into someone.

"i'm sorr-" i look up to see his eyes locked on mine.

"i should go-" grayson grabs my arm.

"can i have your number?" he asks.

"why? don't you have a girlfriend?" i look over at her talking to a guy.

"i need to talk to you. please." grayson says.

"fine." i hand him my phone and he takes his phone out.

i see him scrolling through the emojis.

he picks the heart one.

out of all of them.

"grayson let's go!" i heard her voice.

he looks back and focuses back on me.

"please don't ignore my text y/n." grayson sighs and walks away.

uh, part two's coming soon.
okay ily all. <3
oH i'm thinking about publishing this ethan x reader book and i wanted to know if you guys want me to..?