From Your Beloved

2016

As the months passed by, I grew more curious about V. When I saw him in person and up close, Jennie unnie was right.

He was indeed handsome.

At first I tried to look for things that might get me disappointed in him…as a fan of course...but he just surprises me even more.

When I watched how he is at fansign events, I realized that he’s not that bad after all.

When we debut, everything got overwhelming. And chances of seeing him got bigger.

Inkigayo just finished and we were waiting for Rose and Jisoo and our managers at our dressing room to pick us up when Jennie unnie snatched my phone away from my hands.

“Unnie!” With her short legs, she couldn’t run away from me that much long. Haha.

I jumped on her back and fought for my phone. Our stylists were eyeing us like we’re kids out from school. Like screaming and wailing ain’t new to them anymore.

I successfully retrieved my phone leaving unnie glaring at me as I smile at her cheekily.

But that didn’t stop her from seeing what was I doing with my phone.

I can feel my stomach churning when her smile slowly formed on her lips.

“You…you have a crush on V?” Jennie unnie gasped, her eyes twinkling at me.

Oh no. Quick, I need to come up with something or else this will be “Torture Lisa 2.0”

“No.” I said and made a face.

“Eh?” She nudged me judging me with her cat eyes. “Then why is his name on top of your Naver search bar?”

“Oh you know…BTS just had a comeback. A-and…”

Shoot. I’m running out of lies to tell. Not really good at this. I suddenly felt hungry. I blew off my bangs from my eyes.

Aha! I know!

“Some fans are comparing our blonde hair.” I grinned widely. “I’m actually honored to be in a ship with him.” I added. “You know they ship us more with BTS nowadays, weird right? Like that’s gonna happen. Hehe.”

I gulped when she went beside me and put her arms around my waist.

“Lisa-shi…I thought you hated handsome boys.” She sang.

“I never said that.” I quickly responded and raised my right hand. “All I said was he’s not my type. Hate is a strong word.”

Curse the krabs, I hate it when she’s like this to me.

“Would you like me to keep this a secret between us?”

Here it goes. She’s going to offer me a deal.

“Okay unnie, what do you want?”

When Chaeyoungah and Jisoo unnie arrived, we picked up our bags and exited our room.

And on our way out of the building, BTS also came out of their room walking towards our way.

I clutched Jennie unni’s arm closer to me.

“Blackpink in our area.” Someone muttered.

I’m pretty sure that was Jungkook.

I looked away when Jennie unnie smiled meaningfully at me.

I heaved a deep breath and acted chill when I saw the boys looking on our way.

You’re doing great Lisa. Just keep bowing to them, that’s right smile a little…you’ve been in a room with Big Bang, this is chicken. You can do this…