Hannah's PoV
Hours passed. Drowned in deadly thoughts. No sign of hope. Unfortunately, I have no one that understands me. My friends think I am a bit of a drama queen. But. They don't know. They don't know the things I have had to go through. Even though I knew all this time that I had plenty of chances to tell them. I always freaked out. Just because I didn't think they'd understand what its like to be haunted by the memories of losing an entire family...
Adam's PoV
This party is a pile of utter horse crap. Music pounds, vibrating through the timid conversations no one really want to be involved with. Ghastly, the dance floor feels like a forbidden territory. Empty and half full cans of beer stench our glorious apartment. No matter how terrible the surroundings are, everything reminds me of the one who got away. The one who was my whole world and shattered it within precious seconds. Its impossible for anyone to be able to replace Emily. Yet that mysterious, clumsy and breathtaking intern did when I first laid my eyes on her. Something tells me she is dangerous, she is my drug. I'm addicted.
Ryan's PoV
I drag Joel violently out of the apartment to the dodgy corridors.
"Woah! Dude whats up?" Joel exclaimed.
"That's what I should be asking you, you've not been acting yourself recently. And I think I know why!" I abruptly reply.
"That's none of your business, man can't you just drop it. Anyway whats it to you if I don't act normal?"
"Urgh, I'm just concerned. Okay? I just don't want us to go though what Adam and Andy had to go through, that wasn't an easy time for any of us."
"I was there! Just cause I don't mention it like you guys, doesn't mean it doesn't affect my shit either! I'm just trying to figure out how to move on without have to think about Emily every single damn minute."
"That's...deep bro. I'm sorry, I was so blinded by the pain I didn't realize you needed us as much as we needed you." Apologetically I say with a sense of guilt lingers for a while.
"It's fine, I'm gonna go now. It might be the best for me if I have some time to myself." We exchange solemn goodbyes but something tells me in the back of my dry throat that something isn't right..
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FanfictionLawson Fanfic~ Stripped from family and her friends don't understand what she is going through. Hannah is not an average young adult with her whole life planned ahead of her. Filled with confusion and desperation Hannah is quite the loner but what w...
