He'll never know

Past troubles

Adam's PoV

Andy seems to be really be going over the top with making tonight as special as he can.. I thought he still wasn't over Emily but Ryan told me what happened at Hannah's earlier. I can't believe everyone likes Hannah. I mean it's understandable, just we can't all have her. My heart breaks. I have never felt so isolated. But if Hannah is happy then that will have to do. After all, all I want for her is for her to be happy. I look at my phone. 20:22. We should be leaving any minute now. I grab Joel's checked suit. It's utterly horrendous in my eyes. But everyone adores him in it. He even christened it his 'lucky one'. Superstitious much.. I jump into the car. Andy turns around at me, smiles and says,

"You ready mate?"

"Ur, yeah I suppose so." Actually, I'm so nervous. I don't even get this scared before any gigs. And that's actually saying something!

"Awesome dude." He firmly replies, as if he's up to something. Ryan shoots me a reassuring look as if he knows everything is going to be fine.

Ryan's PoV

I get a text from Anna, my ex-girlfriend. God perfect timing much.. not. I hate talking to her, having to relive all the painful memories from the breakup. She's such a bitch, I wish she'd rot in hell and leave us be.

Hey babe, feeling super special tonight. Want to play our 'old games' again?xxx

Wow. Words can't explain how much resentment is flowing through my body right now. I put my phone in my pocket and I drown the world out with my thoughts.

 *3 Months ago* (Still Ryan's PoV)

I am left emotionless. I've been through hell for her and this is how she repays me. Another man's clothes draping the edge of most steps. John Mayer's latest album is playing faintly. Teams start to steam down my face like waterfall. How could Anna do this to me? As I try to recollect myself I slowly force myself up to the bedroom.

Empty.

Confused I then open the door to the spare bedroom.

Empty again.

Then it struck me, the only door that is shut is the bathroom.. I take slow steps towards it. I hear the shower running, and muffled moans. I feel my stomach turning on itself. I can't stand this. I want to barge in. Make her feel ashamed and embarrassed like she deserves. But I don't want to find out who the other guy is. I'd hate it if I knew him and I 'd probably wouldn't be able to control my anger.

It's still disheartening Anna would wreck me in a way so vile. I feel so brokenhearted.

*Present day* Hannah's PoV

 I still feel so weak. Last week I was in such a terrible position. I had nothing. But now things seem to be getting much better. I mean like, my favourite band, Lawson are obsessed with me. Which in my defence is such a miracle. Never in my life I have actually felt wanted.. well not since the accident. Sure people felt sympathetic for a short while. But soon they just somehow forgot about me. Like they always do.

However, I can't mope around all my life. Thanks to the boys I now feel like I'm worth all the pain and misery. Joel keeps checking up on me, making sure I'm fine. Bless him. Andy seems to be giving me more attention, so I can relax now. Ooh and Ryan is sorting a night out for us all. He's such a sweetheart.  As for Adam.. well I have't seen him since I met him the other day, so I'm not really sure.. Guessing he's going to be the mystery one out of the lot.

 *Ding dong*