Holding Back

Chapter 2

Hey guys hope you enjoyed the first chapter, I hope you like this one too! I love Jackkkk damn. But yeah hope you like this thotties.

Chapter 2

Yesterday was fun. I guess I made some friends... I think they liked me. I'm not sure Jack did. But he was nice, they were nice to me.

I wake up really early in the morning. I stay in my bed for an hour because I don't feel like getting up. But then I start to see the sun. It's about 6:30 am now.

I get up out of my bed and walk out on my porch and sit on my swingy bench and stare out.

It's weird it's weird I can't get him out my mind. I never stay thinking about something that long unless it's about my studies.

I walk back in and get something to drink. I walk back up into my room, I decide to write about what's going on. But I don't want it to be directed to me. I want it in the book.

"In the vast world of seven billion plus, the feeling of being tied to one person always chilled me. But the fact I'm tied to you, it's a warmer feeling." I wrote in my diary.

I hopped in the shower and got dressed. I keep writing until around 9:30 am and my dad makes me go to the corner store and pick up my moms diet things.

I got up and walked down and got my bike out the garage and took a nice bike ride there. It was nice outside. Today was the last day of freedom, tommorrow is the day it all happens, school. I was so nervous.

I Finnally arrived at the store and I got diet magazines and Veggie drinks. I don't get why people go on diets, there weird.

I buy the things and I walk out and hop back on my bike and im riding it. As I'm riding up I see Jack and Leigh from a distance. Leigh grabs his hand and kisses him.

Really? Did that just happen? I've never seen anyone kiss in person accept my parents. Seeing them kiss was heart sinking.

Maybe they are dating. This is why I give up on guys. I'm ugly that's it. Yes that's it, no one likes me. They never have never will. I'll never have a chance with him.

All these thoughts run through my mind my head turn hot and all I see is Leigh getting off his porch and leaving to get in her car and drive away.

I these thoughts were running through my mind. And I loose focus and fall of my bike. Right in front of jacks house.

"Woah are you okay?" He says running over to me.

"Yeah I'm fine, it's okay." I say.

"No your not. Your bleeding. Alot!" He says looking at my knee.

"It's fine" I say. I was trying to get up on my own and then he lifts me off my feet.

"You okay?" He say carrying into his house.

I just Knod. I didn't know what to say.

He dropped me off in the bathroom and put me on the sink and went through his cabinets and found rubbing achol and bandages. He gets a napkins and puts water on it.

I didn't know what to say I was gathering so many thoughts. "Sorry for wasting your time." I spat out.

"Your not wasting my time." He says looking at me working on my knee.

I didn't say anything.

"You worried about school tommorrow?" He asks.

"Yeah... I feel like I won't make friends."

"Well you have Leigh and Caroline me and Jack."

"Yeah... Are you and Leigh dating?" I ask being curious. And then i scream. "Oww" he put the rubbing achol on me.

"What's that?" He said with a smirk, trying to draw me away from the pain.

I giggle. And then he puts the band aid on my knee.

"Thanks" i say. He puts his hands on my hips and helps me down. We walk out and see Jack J coming in.

"Hey jack" Jack J says and looks at me. "Hey Quinn, what happened?"

I look and Jack G. "She fell" he says.

"Awe, is that your bike?" He says

I Knod.

"Well we'll see you tommorrow?" Jack J says

"Yeah" I answer back.

I get back home and I relax. I think about how Jack didn't answer my question about Leigh. I mean I don't know, maybe he was trying to make me feel better but I wanted to know.

I lay and write more.

*In the morning*

I wake up and get showered and I don't even go through that "which outfit should I wear" faze.

My mom dropped me off at school but I have to walk back.

Okay highschool is big I thought as I got out of the car.

As I got closer I thought: No High School is huge.

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