Holding Back

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

I stayed up all night thinking about Jack. I wanted to be with him but it's like... What would everyone say? The fans? His Family? My family.... magcon? And his friends?

Maybe I'm just overreacting but I'm younger than Jack too. I mean my birthday is coming soon but I'm still younger than him.

I just don't know what everyone would think...

I woke up in the morning and washed my face and got ready. Then Mahogany got ready.

She came out of the bathroom dressed.

"Where's Leigh?" I ask. I didn't even notice her gone.

"She went home last night." She said.

"Oh... She didn't even say bye... To me..." I sorta mumble.

Mahogany puts on her shoes. "Are you all packed up?" She asks grabbing her luggage.

"Yeah." I answered.

Today was the last day in Arizona and then we were going to take the last stop in Colorado.

We drove to the airport and I stayed by Mahogany's side the whole time. The boys filmed a vine and then we finally got on the plane and flew to Colorado for a last stop.

We finally got to the hotel and me and Mahogany jumped In our beds.

"Ugh finally were here!" She said. "You need to go talk to Jack."

"Yeah... I know I'll go get him." I got up and Knocked on Jacks door and Sam opened up.

"Um is Jack in there?" I asked.

"No he went down with Nash and Cam and Johnson." He responded keeping good eye contact.

"Oh well sorry for bothering you..." I said and was about to make my way to leave when he grabbed me and pulled me in close.

"You can stay and wait here. If you want." He said.

I was shocked and speechless. "Sure " was all I said and I walked in and sat on the bed.

"So what did you want to talk to him about?" He asked as he layed on his bed and I sat on the other bed.

"Um why do you care?" I shot at him. I didn't mean it to come out that harsh but it's none of his business.

"Sorry just asking...." He responded. He searched for something.

The silence filled the room until I finally spoke up. "Jack asked me to be his girlfriend... And I was gonna give him an answer." I blurt.

"So what are you gonna say." He asked casually.

"Yes." I answered.

He looked kinda disgusted. "Why?"

"Sam he's like your bestfriend... You know that I like him."

"You don't like me?" He blurt out.

"I like you... As a friend..." I answered.

"Why? You didn't like when we kissed?"

"No. I liked it... But it was truth or dare though."

"What about all the other times we kissed?"

"All the other times you kissed me!"

"But you liked it."

"But I like Jack! I like jack!" I yelled. "I like jack and only jack and I wanna be with Jack! Not you! It was a mistake... I should have stopped it when I had the chance call me dumb, naive, stupid or a whore. I don't care! Just leave me alone..." I walk out and slam the door.

I didn't really mean to take all my anger out on Sam but it happened. And he was picking at me.

I stormed into my room to find that Mahogany wasn't in the room. I just stayed in the room until about 4:00 when magcon was about to start.

I went down to watch the boys even though I really didn't want to. They seemed so happy and having a lot of fun and then they did the signing and took pictures and we all went out to dinner.

We all sorta spread out in the same area of the resturant. We weren't all sitting next to eachother.

I didn't really wanna bother Mahogany because she was hanging with Jacob and Aaron and I didnt want to bother her.

So I sat at a table by myself. No one really payed much attention to me. I started to eat my food and Jack Came and sat across from me.

"Hey." He said. I knew he wanted an answer and I should just give it to him.

"Hey..." I answer.

"How's your food?" He asked.

"It's good... It's good..." I respond awkwardly.

"Soo about the other night...." He said with a grin.

I smile back.

"I just love getting to know you Quinn. I love being around you. I would be so happy if you were my girlfriend." He said. My heart practically melted after that. "Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked.

My heart pounded out of my chest we both gazed at each other. "Yes. Of course." I answered.

The cutest smile appeared across his face and we both leaned in across the table to kiss.

We sat back down and I tried not to smile.

"So why are you sitting here all by yourself?" He asked.

"I don't know... Everyone is all over the place and Mahogany seems to be having fun so you know."

He smiled "There are some games over there we could play if you want?" He said.

"I'd love that" I smile.

We got up and played some games and we headed back to our hotel.

I had so many mixed emotions it was hard to focus on one.

I knew it was gonna be a bumpy road but I'm willing to work through it for Jack.

I couldn't even think about the long term issues because I was so happy about now.

I laid in my bed to get a good rest and sweet dreams.

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HEY EVERYONE SORRRRRYYYYY I HAVENT UPDATED IN LIKE OVER A WEEK IT FEELS IM SO SORRY I WILL UPDATE MORE!

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-purplegirl44