Holding Back

Chapter 41

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Chapter 41

So it's graduation day.

A wonderful day.... Right? Wrong.

I had picked out a dress a while ago. I just never put it on. I tried it on the morning of graduation.

I hadn't slept a full night in a while. And I haven't seen jack in a while. I didn't want to be reminded about it any more.

But today is the day. I'm gonna be there for all of them. I was sorta gonna sneak over there though.

My parents didn't really know that I was going because I know they wouldn't have let me. I waited until they left for work and I rushed over there.

I had to walk. In heels and in my white dress. I was gonna be like 30 minutes later but at least I got there.

It was out side in the huge field and I took a seat all the way in the back.

Everyone seemed so happy and proud. I was proud of them but not very happy. I didn't let a single tear leave my eyes though.

Everything seemed to go so quickly, from their Speeches, to them receiving their caps , and them throwing their caps to the sky.

I saw jack he seemed so happy. I looked down.

Once everyone got off the stage I searched for Jack and Jack and their families.

I saw Jack with his whole family. His sisters who were gorgeous but I only met them once because they are usually at college. But his mom and cousins and dad and uncle and aunts... They were all there.

I was immensely nervous because his whole family was there. I think that only jacks parents knew we dated but still.

I sucked up whatever I was holding back and walked up to them. "Hi." I said with the brightest possible smile.

Jack turned around. And he smirked. His whole family was looking at me. "Oh hi Quinn." Jacks dad David said.

"Oh looks like Jacks gots a girlfriend!" One of jacks little cousins screamed.

Everyone giggled and waited for us to respond "oh no-" me and jack both said at the same time.

"We're just friends." He smiled.

I looked at him and smiled on the outside even though I was crying on the inside.

"Can I talk to Quinn in private for a second?" Jack asked respectively. And of course he got permission.

We walked into the school. And into the gym.

It was completely quiet and we were for sure alone.

Jack raced up to the top the bleachers. And stood there and threw his cap in the air.

I laughed. "You did it! I'm so happy for you!" I said walking up the bleachers in my heels.

"Yeah." He said smirking again at me. And I sat down next to him. "How'd you get here?"

"I kinda snuck here."

"So you're tellin' me that you walked those pretty feet in those heels all the way here, just to see me?"

I giggled. "Yeah I guess."

He grabbed my fort and took the heel off and put his hand on my foot.

"Jack..." I said.

"Sssh" he said. I looked down.

"What's wrong?"

I shook my head "nothing."

He put my leg on his lap and pulled me in closer.

"Look... I'm not gonna be gone forever I'll be back to visit so many times."

I bit my lip. "I know I know... It's just everything went by so fast. When I met you I finally felt like I was doing something right and that I actually meant something to someone... That I actually belonged and now it's just not gonna be the same without you...." I held back my tears even more but I knew he could see them building in my eyes.

He opened his mouth to respond to me but his phone rang. "Hello..... Oh sorry..... Yeah..... Okay coming........" He hung up.

"Who was it?" I asked.

"Shit I gotta go." He rushed down the bleachers.

I stood up and watched him leave but right before he left he turned around. "Oh and I forgot. There's a party tonight. If you want to come I can pick you up?"

I knodded and smiled.

He left at that.

Even though I knew I was gonna have to sneak out again!!! I was willing to do it.

I went back home and walked bare footed because my feet actually did hurt.

I just wrote in my diary. By the time it was almost time for jack to pick me up I had 2 pages to write.

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