Holding Back

Chapter 33

Guys... I just saw jack and Jack perform yesterday and it was so worth it. Johnson came over and grabbed my hand 3 times ughhhh. It was so hype but it rained and I was so tired by the end but it was worth it. I'm updating way more often so get ready. I'm so happy I saw them next time they come to my city I'm getting VIP frfr so I'm ready I want Gilinsky rn like omfg but yeah that's what happened.

Chapter 33

I hid in the bathroom stall. Nobody was in there so I could cry in peace.

Just great. Jack is going to want to know who did it. I looked down as tears formed once again.

I shouldn't have told him. I could figure this out on my own. I don't even know why he cares, we aren't dating... We are just barely friends so I shouldn't matter.

After about 10 minutes in there I heard a voice. "Quinn please come out." A raspy deep voice called. Jack of course.

"Why so you can just yell at me more?" My voice cracked all throughout that sentence.

"Quinn...I'm sorry please just talk to me."

"I'm talking." I snapped back

"Who did it."

Images ran through my mind. The shark tooth, the handcuffs, the room, Sam....

A tear fell down my cheek and I looked down.

"Quinn?"

I didn't answer.

Then I heard the door open.

"Jack! What are you doing in here ? Get out !" I shouted and heard footsteps coming closer to the stall I was in. I guess he could see my feet.

"Quinn please. Why didn't you tell us?"

"Oh I'm just suppose to blantly say I was raped the other night?!"

"No, but I'm here for you."

"Yeah you were there for me while you were making out with Leigh."

"Quinn."

"What?!"

"Come out and talk to me. Please and tell me who did this to you."

I slowly opened the door to the stall and saw jack. I looked down. "Look I want to forget about it okay?! I don't want to spend the end of the school year thinking about it."

He clenched his jaw. I knew he wanted to kill whoever did it but Sam's his buddy and I rather jack never find out.

He grabbed my hand. And looked deep in me and wiped my tears away and brought me in for a hug and we walked back to the table.

"Woah what were you two doing back there?" Johnson said smirking.

I smiled and sat down next to Sam making sure not to touch him.

I stayed quiet and so did Jack and I think Johnson noticed. We are our food and went back to Johnson's place.

When we got there I sat in the living room by myself. I just wanted to be alone.

"Hey Quinn you've been quiet." Sam says.

I jump up and look at him. I look down.

"Yeah well you know... Last night... Was crazy!" I lift my eyebrow.

"True." He says blankly.

I look down and then the awkward silence came. I can't fucking believe he's talking to me after what happened, he makes me sick. Just because he has dreamy green eyes and pink kissable lips and is like your dream guy... Doesn't mean shit.

Thankfully Jack and Jack came down to the rescue.

"Quinn can we talk." Johnson said.

I got a confused look and looked straight at Jack.

If he told Johnson anything I'm gonna be so pissed off.

"What is it?" I spat at him quickly.

"Um maybe we should talk in private." Jack suggested.

"No. No. Tell me here it's only Sam we have nothing to fucking hide right?" At this point I felt just numb I didn't know what to do.

"Quinn..." Johnson started

"No Johnson! Spit it out!" I yelled In frustration.

"What happened to you last night was Soo wrong and we have to go to the police about it." Johnson said.

"How the fuck do you know what happened to me?!" I questioned him.

"Quinn that doesn't matter."

Tears started to form in my eyes I looked at everyone and everyone was just standing there watching me tear up. "It does fucking matter: I don't want to talk about this."

"Quinn." Sam grabbed my arm and I broke free from his grip while my other hand met his cheek hard with a slap.

Everyone stood there in shock.

Sam's cheek was red... But he deserved it after he did that...

"Stop treating me like there is something wrong with me! I'm fine!" I yelled and marched up stairs.

I sat outside on the balcony. I just looked out I needed to get my mind off this.

I got up and peeked through Johnson's room. Luckily nobody was in there I snuck in and grabbed some weed, a cigar, and a lighter and as I turned around Jack was right there.

He smirked. "Planning on smoking MY weed huh?"

"Well I need to clear my mind and shit..."

" can I clear my mind with you?" He said taking the weed and cigar from my hands and sitting on the bed.

"I mean it don't have a choice now do I jack?"

He smirked and shook his head no.

I layed next to him and he rolled the blunt and placed the blunt against my lips and lit it.

I inhaled and exhaled and after a couple of breathes I was high as a mofo.

"Hahahah this is the shit!!!!" I exclaimed.

Jack leaned over on his side and faced me.

"Quinn. Tell me... Who did it?"

I smiled "who did what?!"

"Who raped you?"

I laughed "JACK! I DONT KNOWWWW" I said laughing.

He wasn't laughing but I didn't care it was funny... I don't know why it was but it was.

"Please tell me."

I presses the blunt to my lips and inhaled and exhaled the smoke all over his face and laughed. "I think... Sam! Yes Sam for sure!!!!" I laughed and handed jack the blunt but he took it and smashed it against the side table.

I laughed again but jack got up and left the room.

I didn't know what happened but I was tired and I just slept. I heard screaming a noise but I ignored it and slept.

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HIIIIII

I

SAW

JACK

AND

JACK

AND

SAM

IN

FUCKING

PERSON

-purplegirl44