Pan&Darling

Caged

It had been years since I've seen outside of my cage
Pan had never let me out
He had threatend me to do as he says or he would hurt John and Michael

I miss my brothers
I promised them I would come back but never did
I wonder what they must have felt
What my parents thought

Oh how I miss them so

It had been many years since I was on land and not in my cage
I last count a long time ago
Sometimes I wonder if I had never met pan how old would I be
How old are John and Michael?

One day I finally saw outside my cage

Pan came to my cage with the lost boys
And unlocked the cage
"Am I free?"
I asked
"Not yet wendy"
He said as he held out his hand
I then grabbed his hand and got out the cage
" but that dosent mean you can't come out and play"
He said

Pan had be pretend to be sick
For the heart of the truest believer
He finally found him
After all these years
He had me pretend to be sick cause never land was dieing
I didn't like lieing to this boy he was so sweet and innocent
His name was Henry
After Henry had left
Pan came out of his hiding
He was watching me lie to the boy this whole time

" well done , couldnt have played the part better myself"
He said while coming out of his hiding place
" and that bit  of dear old dad, excellent job "

He said

" I don't like lying to him"
I said
" don't think of it as lying , think of it as providing motivation"
Pan said

"Motivation for what "
I said , confused

" doing what needs to be done for all of us "
It was odd to hear him say all of us
Like  as if I was apart of something

" see Henry has the heart of the truest believer , and I need to control thay belief"
He said
Pan sounded so odd , talking about a Henry like this

" what do you need him to believe in"
I asked
" me"
He replied
" I believed in you "
I told him
I had missed Peter,  the Peter he was not this person
He had looked at me as if he didn't know what I was saying yet understood
" now back to your cage"
He said

Henry found me cause he thought pan was hiding his family , where I was
This poor boy , he was just looking for his family
Who was this man
Hearing that had broke my heart even more

Then pan took me out again
I guess Henry came back to him and needed me to prove he was helping the island and us
He put me on a bed and pretended to put me to bed
He had his hand on my back and laid me down
And put the covers on me
As Henry was behind him
Watching
He then put the covers over me
It reminded me when I would have nightmares and Peter would help me
Go back to sleep

Oh how I missed him , who he was

Then after that the lost boys took me back to my cage

But I didn't stay there very long