I can't keep doing this.
I can't keep remembering the feeling of lips as a way of harm.
I can't keep remembering periods as being angry.
I can't keep remembering the words I love you and being scared that in 10 minutes you're going to yell at me.
I can't keep doing this.
And it's all your fault.
You hurt me.
You make my brain black and foggy and I can't breathe when I'm drowning in vomit.
All I remember is your eyes staring into mine and the sounds of your voice losing itself with your blood.
I can't keep remembering these things because I don't care anymore!
I put the people I love through Hell because of you.
Because everything I do is your fault.
You made me this way.
Scared of everything.
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