POEMS

Where are you?

I waited for you.

I really did.

And, in all honesty,

I still am.

I miss you so much.

I miss your hands

Your lips

Your laugh

Your jokes

The way you cared.

I really miss who you were.

I don't know who to be without you.

I want you back.

But I know that if I get you back

I will hurt more.

So

I just want you here.

I want you here

To laugh with.

To watch bad movies.

To drink hot chocolate and sit by a fire.

To play card games.

I just want you here.

And you're not.

You decided to leave.

I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

I always hoped you would be here when things go bad.

But you're not.

You're gone.

I need you and you're gone.

Everything is shit and you promised you would be here.

Where are you?