The Art of Letting Go (SMFMHE's book2)

The hardest thing

--98 degrees

Aby: vic. Outside.

Nagpunta sina ara, aby, mel at mich sa starbucks. Dahil gabing gabi na nun, wala na masyadong tao...

Aby: kim called.. And told us...

Ara: a-ano po..

Mich: everything. 

Ara:....(nakayuko lang)

Mel: what the hell are you doing ara?

Ara: (naiiyak na) hindi ko na alam ate :'(

Aby: hindi mo na mahal si mika. Yun lang yun.

Ara: ate mahal ko sya! :'(

Mich: don't make us do what kim did... Vic. Kung mahal mo sya hindi mo sya pahihirapan ng ganito.

Aby: you think you love her when infact, you don't na. Ara.. You're losing mika. You're not going to end up with isa kahit maghiwalay kayo ni ye, you know why? Coz everytime you look at that girl's face all you can see is mika's pain. You cannot live with that.

Mel: and you won't end up with mika too...

Ara: ate :'(

Mel: you wanna know why? Vic.. You've hurt her too much. Can't you see? Everyday.. Every time you leave. Every pain, every unrecognized effort, it's draining her.. And she loves you. So much kaya hinahayaan nya lahat ng to. And if you really love her ara, let her go. Let her be happy. Coz honestly, hindi na sya masaya sayo. 

Ara: hindi ko po kaya :'( hindi ko sya kaya iwan.. Ayoko :((

Aby: so you're hurting her, and waiting for the time na sya na mismo bumitaw?

Ara: :'(

Aby: wow ara. I always knew you were a coward but i never knew you were this weak.

Ara: si mika naman po pinipili ko e :(

Mich: you have no right to choose this time ara. No. Let her go.

Ara: ate si mika yun :'(

Aby: oh so now you nasasabi mo yan. Naisip mo ba yan nung sinasaktan mo sya?

Ara: ..... 

aby: anak… she loves you too much to let you go :( ano gusto mo? na unti unting maubos yung mika na kilala mo? vic, pag hinayaan mong magtuloy tuloy to, mauubos si mika. hanggang sa magising na lang sya isang araw na wala na syang nararamdaman para sayo. yun ba talaga ang gusto mo ara? na mawala sya sayo? na pati pagkakaibigan nyo mawala nadin dahil sa lahat ng nangyari sa inyo?